May 28, 2010

The Fallen and the Living

Updated - Saluting Veterans for Common Sense

The Wisconsin State Journal ran my response to an article by national Associated Press writer Allen Breed this month disparaging veterans' disability benefits.

The benefits system is so veteran-friendly that Breed mocks it as "an open invitation to fraud," an absurd insult to our veterans.

One wonders if neocons like Breed still really believe what they write.

A thank you to the State Journal's editorial staff on this Memorial Day weekend, honoring the fallen and those who survived as we thank the families and veterans always.

Pictured above is a shot from a Marine friend in China Beach, 1969. Makes me laugh.

But like most of the young sent off to war for lies, this dude did not come home the same guy who left. So, have a happy Memorial Day weekend and a cold Pabst Blue Ribbon or anything else brewed in Wisconsin.

54 comments:

  1. N-Word Censorship
    “NH residents cite the word they find even more offensive censorship”. Front page headlines of the state’s largest newspaper the Union Leader and no one wants to help a 100% disabled US Military Veteran. My medical file for VA medical care to treat my four service connected disabilities three of them being combat related is Red Flagged. This limits and gives substandard medical care to aid the NH government to stop my opinion letters just like this one of government wrongs. The basic foundation of freedom of press is to allow the US citizens to inform their neighbors of government wrongs by opinion letters printed in the local newspapers. No matter what the VA official line is Red Flag is a death sentence for any Veteran so branded on the fore head as witches of Salem Massachusetts when the N-word was common English language.
    I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family. Judge Fauver used judicial powers to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power to harm local residents that the selectmen did not want in their town for personal reasons. The NH Supreme Court as the case on file. It is a part of the record. The NHSC refused to hear the case to protect another judge. The basic foundation that the Supreme Court was established was to hear and stop violations of our Constitution by government officials. Censorship to inform the public of government wrongs is a killer. The civilized society communicates first, I heard.
    I volunteer so NH to stop me takes my freedom by declaring me a terrorist. NH harasses my family, friends and me with state and local police. The Federal government sends the secret service from DC to harass me. NH Governor Lynch forces me to pay money to tell him of government wrongs. The governor takes my money but never meets and I have the receipt to this day. Six months of no freedom and four days before the terrorist trial the charges are dropped.
    We have far bigger problems than the N-word it is called Totalitarianism. When the government can use medical care to silence those natural born US citizens and the newspapers use censorship to protect those in power’s character in the public eye the New Hampshire residents must cite more than censorship. The harm of changing history leaves no future that is worth living.
    Show the world how a 100% disabled Veteran in need is censored to cover up government wrongs.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  2. N-Word Censorship
    “NH residents cite the word they find even more offensive censorship”. Front page headlines of the state’s largest newspaper the Union Leader and no one wants to help a 100% disabled US Military Veteran. My medical file for VA medical care to treat my four service connected disabilities three of them being combat related is Red Flagged. This limits and gives substandard medical care to aid the NH government to stop my opinion letters just like this one of government wrongs. The basic foundation of freedom of press is to allow the US citizens to inform their neighbors of government wrongs by opinion letters printed in the local newspapers. No matter what the VA official line is Red Flag is a death sentence for any Veteran so branded on the fore head as witches of Salem Massachusetts when the N-word was common English language.
    I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family. Judge Fauver used judicial powers to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power to harm local residents that the selectmen did not want in their town for personal reasons. The NH Supreme Court as the case on file. It is a part of the record. The NHSC refused to hear the case to protect another judge. The basic foundation that the Supreme Court was established was to hear and stop violations of our Constitution by government officials. Censorship to inform the public of government wrongs is a killer. The civilized society communicates first, I heard.
    I volunteer so NH to stop me takes my freedom by declaring me a terrorist. NH harasses my family, friends and me with state and local police. The Federal government sends the secret service from DC to harass me. NH Governor Lynch forces me to pay money to tell him of government wrongs. The governor takes my money but never meets and I have the receipt to this day. Six months of no freedom and four days before the terrorist trial the charges are dropped.
    We have far bigger problems than the N-word it is called Totalitarianism. When the government can use medical care to silence those natural born US citizens and the newspapers use censorship to protect those in power’s character in the public eye the New Hampshire residents must cite more than censorship. The harm of changing history leaves no future that is worth living.
    Show the world how a 100% disabled Veteran in need is censored to cover up government wrongs.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  3. Police call
    Suicide has become the main thought on my mind for there can be no answers to if coming home is real. No support, no one believes the truth. The reality of being in this benjo ditch is so real. Does anyone even remember the Vietnam Conflict? My words are like spitting into the wind, the only response comes from me. I so clearly remember yesterday sitting safe on the side of the runway waiting for the F-4’s to return while my men played cards in the shack. The night horizon off to one side was flashes of an orange, pink color as the birds left their load to start their return. Now I sit on this wooden seat of a truck in convoy as American Advisor deep in the bush. It is kind of like what is real and will I ever get to go home to round eye country. I am a Sgt in the Marine Corps with all kinds of authority that truly does not remember growing up and has no idea what is real. Men come and go in transfer or death at my hands yet there is no answer. No one can learn the blind side of my memory loss for that would explain the irrational, illogical actions to complete missions with out fear of death, others or mine. Orders came down for the Sgt in each unit to speak to each man of taking their own life to avoid such action in the field but suicide has to be the solution to avoiding a place that just is not real.
    These words in all these foreign nations have so many different meaning when used in different conversations. English language is just as confusing as Police call means picking up trash before inspection or many other actions good and bad. It is so different being dropped off here in round-eyed country to find that there are no answers to what is wrong. Courage is being willing to ask for help, as help is not available to those that ask. Society mocks and humiliates those asking for help in words of a different meaning. Medical care has to fit norms of certain rules to be recognized to be administered. Those US Military that do not fit the protocol are left alone to look for the meaning of that with no understanding, as the street becomes their medical care and home. The system has so much power; words become the excuse to rationalize leaving US Military veterans behind to save on the budget for better pet projects. Suicide will bring good words to people’s voices that otherwise would not speak or help the now dead US Military Veteran. The Veterans Administration is a large powerful organization that selects those it will help and uses confusion and rules to step on the face of those US Military asking for help that will not benefit the VA’s future to please politicians. We gave to keep you safe and free too came home in a different way that civilized society does not want to see. Police call can be the manner US Military Veterans are like spitting into the wind.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  4. Peter,

    One thing I know is that you are not alone.

    Betrayed, fucked and ignored.

    But you live and breath; keep it up and keep writing.

    Suicide is always going to be there for you.

    Give these guys a call--National Suicide Prevention Life Line. They're good people.
    1-800 273 8255
    Press 1 for Veterans

    Give it a shot, dude.

    And write back and tell me what you think em.

    Mike
    1-800 273 8255
    Press 1 for Veterans

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  5. Talking of Suicide
    Some one told me that talking of Suicide is the one’s that never do it. I will tell you straight out that I do not want; or will I take my own life knowingly. The VA stops my medical care for service connected disabilities and our US society believes it is a joke. I have deep memories of the (what you call) atrocities that I inflicted on other human beings that pride makes me hold my head high. The conflict of this civilized society to what I did and what you that have never served believe is the just rules of war make this Marine with no child hood memories question reality. It is not so much what I did as the lack of emotion to feel as you want me to. I have what some call flashbacks to a time long ago. They are real. Some times I find my self in a position where my death is only seconds away and I come back. It is like the time on the cliff that I jumped and got my shirt sleeve caught on the top of a tree that lowered me to the ground with only a major cut in my upper leg. I have four permanent disabilities received at separate times three during combat missions. If this civilized society believes communication is the proper manner to solve problems VS violence then why has from the NH Supreme Court down refused to talk. Some one want to tell me why our government is allowed to stop a US Marine’s medical care to stop opinion letters just like this one.
    The newspapers and NH government are so afraid that the NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case of judicial crimes to harm the people. Judge Fauver used judicial powers to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power to harm local resident that the selectmen did not want in their town. I volunteer to help this family and criminal government acts to stop me are imposed by NH and Federal government officials. These acts are so well documented and of public record that our Constitution has become a worthless piece of paper. Every individual must be equally protected from government wrongs at all times. To stop a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this US Marine’s freedom of speech defies reality. Not one US citizen being willing to speak or help this US Marine; who with out hesitation volunteers to help others even this very day questions does a United States of America exist.
    My suicide will not be intentional it is just the results of a conflict that you that never served benefit from. Stopping or limiting any US Military Veteran’s medical care for any reason can never be tolerated. I send out these letters early in the morning. The VA suicide hotline called me after midnight yesterday. My wife got pissed for the call woke us up. Government harassment cannot be freedom.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  6. US Military Veteran; Crying for help
    Dropped over two cents a disabled Veteran in need of an operation to save his life. Where are our elected officials and will the new Veteran advocate, whom the news points out is a woman be any more caring of the US Military Veteran that is courageous enough to ask for help. Senator Patty Murray took the rains to help veterans in our new congress. I do not know this lady but she was elected to a position where her health care is paid for and among other things has a great paycheck and expenses so she has my respect. US Military Veterans are the children that went out to defend and protect our Constitution for you the people of the USA. Ask yourself why are these men and women of the US Military given less and have to work and risk more and if lucky enough to come home alive placed at a disadvantage to the eighty-nine percent that never serve. Should a Veteran or any US citizen’s life be given up for just two cents?
    People that do not like my letters and are trying to harm my character to cripple my efforts, claim that I am crying for help. I have four permanent disabilities received at separate times while on active duty. Three of my disabilities are combat related. I have not asked for help for my self. My VA medical was stopped to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. The newspapers shelter and protect these wrongs to silence my words for the danger the government claims my existence poses to the public. You stopped my medical care for the disabilities that you claim are what make me a danger. Any rational person has to conclude that the reason to stop my medical care is to spark an illegal act on my part to enable you to incrassate me or invoke my suicide. The newspapers highlight the danger to scare the public for to support my efforts may encourage others to stop government wrongs and maybe speak out. People on NH Craig’s list flag my letters to limit public exposure. My volunteering to help a Madbury NH family expose Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal wrongs of Constitutional law is what so few people want to stop.
    We the people must ask is the NH Supreme Court so powerful that they can reject a case presented to them of a judge criminally violating the Constitution to intentionally harm US Citizens for self-gain or friends. Fauver knowingly ruled that the Madbury NH selectmen could use government power to destroy local residents they did not want in their town for personal reasons. We also must ask is Freedom of the Press a law granting the newspapers the right not to inform the public of such government wrongs. The NHSC refused to hear the case ask why?
    My VA medical was started again but it is Red Flagged to limit or force the staff to give sub-standard or no medical care to this 100% disabled veteran for combat related disabilities. The newspapers do believe my words pose too much of a danger to inform the public of such medical wrongs
    It might be said that no US Military Veteran’s life is worth Two cents unless we conform to the authority of government domination. I am not crying for help for myself. What I do is for all the people of the United States of America.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  7. Bad Image of Veterans
    People on NH Craig’s list tell me that I give US Military Veterans a bad image because of what my opinion letters of government wrongs say. US Military Veterans from across the USA call me and talk for hours some times on neglect and abuse from the VA near them. Florida, California, Texas and all the other states Veterans call to tell me to keep writing of these government wrongs for that is what we gave everything for. Now I hear that the politicians want to cut VA medial to save money yet not one of these politicians will cut their pay or benefits. Our children join the US Military to defend and protect your way of life. Freedom comes on the backs of all these (willing to give theirs lives for people they do not even know) children that join our military. Only eleven percent of the US population ever joins our military. Neglect and abuse the minds of citizens who lived through and participated in acts this civilized society will not accept until incrassation or death takes us. Some Veterans are lucky and rejoin the civilized society and live a normal life. What about the tens of thousands medically disabled or mentally impaired that go with out medical or are homeless because of politicians that take for themselves on the backs of our military who were once our children. These are the people on Craig’s list and in our society that complain about my opinion letters. These are the people that own our newspapers that censor my words because they never lived through a war or conflict on the front.
    These are the citizens that tell me to stop crying of my VA medical for combat related disabilities being stopped. I have head injuries and PTSD but the only medical care for this is because NH DMV got the VA to test me for the sole purpose to take my NH drivers license. My medical file is Red Flagged, which is a death sentence for any veteran in need of medical care. I have a broken back and loss of hearing in both ears from being blown of the runway only to be denied medical care until I stop writing opinion letters that the newspapers censor anyway. The State of New Hampshire’s reason is that I brought a case to the NH Supreme Court of constitutional crimes by a NH Judge. The NHSC refused to hear the case. Judge Fauver used the courts to enable the Madbury selectmen to use government power to harm local residents that the selectmen did not want in their town. The crimes in violation of our Constitution inflicted on me to stop my telling the world from NH government officials cannot be tolerated. It is the citizens on Craig’s list and around the USA complaining of my actions that will be the biggest cry babies when it happen to them and they cannot get a volunteer like me to help them.
    My letters are the truth as is demonstrated by the number of people that I send them to and the people that send them to the government and newspapers across the USA and world. The US Military Veteran is the citizen that keeps your freedom safe why do you not care about us. My name, address and phone number are on all my letters because they are the truth.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  8. Rules and Regulation mean death
    Newspapers devote front page to stories about animals or pages of stories of people’s adventures leaving the opinion of US Military Veterans in distress singing to the wind. There has to be some rule or regulation that tells us what is right. The opinion page is full of stories of AZ gunman shoots congresswoman or how tax dollars spent on helping the mentally ill are wasted. Devoted people and pages each day in the newspapers of Ward Bird put in jail in all rights by a judge and government diminishing our Constitution. The newspapers refuse to inform the readers of the VA stopping a disabled veteran medical care to stop the veteran’s opinion of government wrongs. Censor the words of the veteran to protect the wrongs of government. TBI my first head injury in the Marine Corps permanently took all my childhood memory for ever but asks the public what rules and regulations will allow such cruel treatment to a 100% disabled veteran that was unlucky enough to come home alive.
    The VA black-flagged my medical file which is a death sentence to any Veteran, especially a 100% disabled Veteran. Stories of PTSD and veterans being incarcerated for violations of the law yet there has to be a rule or regulation that tells us what is right. The ÑH Supreme Court refuses to hear a case where a judge violated the Constitution intentionally to harm US citizens. Judge Fauver used judicial law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents that the selectmen did not want in their town for personal reasons and gains. The newspapers censor the facts from the public even though they are documented in Supreme Court files. NH State and local police harass my friends, family and me as they instruct me not to write any more opinion letters. The Secret Service flies in from DC to stop my opinion letters which the newspaper censors every day.
    The pain of my broken back from being blown off the runway during a Vietnam offensive limits my life. The misunderstandings by not hearing others words from another Vietnam offensive injury causes distrust in life. Over thirty years of trusting what I did was right as others back here in the world condemn the atrocities of routine life in a war or conflict. Kathie Chaplain and Mike Francis wrote articles of veterans in distress caused by people that never served; on the Veterans Today web that everyone should read. The child I killed in Cambodia to get my weapon back and escape to continue the convoy as American Advisor is to graphic for those protected by the Constitution to see that rules and regulations never apply during combat with the enemy.
    US Military Veterans singing in the wind for help need someone to explain the rules and regulations that devote a civilized society to treat us so cruel for what we did to protect this great nation the United State of America.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC semper fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  9. The White House cover Up
    VA NH Hospital Director Marc Levenson and the White House
    Doctor Levenson NH VA Hospital director is upset that the White House contacted him about one of my letters. From the WH all the way down to the local newspapers receive and talk about my letters yet not one is published for the public to understand the atrocities our government is imposing on a 100% disabled US Marine. The VA claims that I pose a danger for what I write. My letters clearly explain that never will I be violent to anyone. I fought to protect and defend our Constitution as a US Marine on foreign soil to make this nation safe for all equally. My letters clearly tell of government wrongs for which the powerful want to cover up. What violence have I inflicted to cause anyone to believe the danger these government officials tell the public that I am? My file is Red Flagged to limit or cause sub-standard medical care for a 100% disabled US Marine that will not stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. Do I have four disabilities; received three during separate Vietnam offensives? Does the VA want to medicate me and put me in a Psycho ward to stop my opinion that the newspapers censor any way? A nation that claims freedom of speech uses it to silence a disabled veteran that never stops fighting for what is in the best interest of the USA. The VA director cannot site one occasion where I was violent to any one. The words safety of staff is used to stop or limit my medical care as a universal catalyst to gain public support. All my disabilities come from servicing the USA and three are combat related.
    The NH Supreme Court took a case that I presented to them of judicial miss conduct and criminal violations of our Constitution by NH judge Fauver to intentionally harm US citizens and refused to hear it. The records are on file in the SC documents. Judge Fauver used the law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents that they did not want in their town for personal reasons and financial gain. The newspapers refuse to inform their readers as the government tells me to be silent about it. No matter what they do to me allowing government officials to violate the Constitution will not happen as long as this US Marine is alive. I have demonstrated that in a civilized society violence in not necessary to correct the wrongs in government. Our government uses fear to enrage the public to believe that I am a danger and must be stopped. When NH took me to court under the Patriot Act as a terrorist the only crime in my past was a speeding ticket in 1974. I lost my freedom for six months before the charges were dropped. Safety is not the issue it is a government cover up to protect those in power. If a civilized society communicates to stove problems why has the USA silenced me? Freedom of Speech is a Constitutional protected guaranteed right for every individual equally
    Doctor Levenson you are playing games with the health of a 100% disabled US Marine that places the life and safety of all US citizens first and foremost. It is like the VA is pushing me to be violent and I cannot be violent to the nation that the US Military gives it all for. Those that never serve cannot understand the meaning of
    SEMPER FI
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  10. VA NH Hospital Director Marc Levenson and the White House
    Doctor Levenson NH VA Hospital director is upset that the White House contacted him about one of my letters. From the WH all the way down to the local newspapers receive and talk about my letters yet not one is published for the public to understand the atrocities our government is imposing on a 100% disabled US Marine. The VA claims that I pose a danger for what I write. My letters clearly explain that never will I be violent to anyone. I fought to protect and defend our Constitution as a US Marine on foreign soil to make this nation safe for all equally. My letters clearly tell of government wrongs for which the powerful want to cover up. What violence have I inflicted to cause anyone to believe the danger these government officials tell the public that I am? My file is Red Flagged to limit or cause sub-standard medical care for a 100% disabled US Marine that will not stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. Do I have four disabilities; received three during separate Vietnam offensives? Does the VA want to medicate me and put me in a Psycho ward to stop my opinion that the newspapers censor any way? A nation that claims freedom of speech uses it to silence a disabled veteran that never stops fighting for what is in the best interest of the USA. The VA director cannot site one occasion where I was violent to any one. The words safety of staff is used to stop or limit my medical care as a universal catalyst to gain public support. All my disabilities come from servicing the USA and three are combat related.
    The NH Supreme Court took a case that I presented to them of judicial miss conduct and criminal violations of our Constitution by NH judge Fauver to intentionally harm US citizens and refused to hear it. The records are on file in the SC documents. Judge Fauver used the law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents that they did not want in their town for personal reasons and financial gain. The newspapers refuse to inform their readers as the government tells me to be silent about it. No matter what they do to me allowing government officials to violate the Constitution will not happen as long as this US Marine is alive. I have demonstrated that in a civilized society violence in not necessary to correct the wrongs in government. Our government uses fear to enrage the public to believe that I am a danger and must be stopped. When NH took me to court under the Patriot Act as a terrorist the only crime in my past was a speeding ticket in 1974. I lost my freedom for six months before the charges were dropped. Safety is not the issue it is a government cover up to protect those in power. If a civilized society communicates to stove problems why has the USA silenced me? Freedom of Speech is a Constitutional protected guaranteed right for every individual equally
    Doctor Levenson you are playing games with the health of a 100% disabled US Marine that places the life and safety of all US citizens first and foremost. It is like the VA is pushing me to be violent and I cannot be violent to the nation that the US Military gives it all for. Those that never serve cannot understand the meaning of
    SEMPER FI
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  11. VA Black List
    Danger: in prisons fear in the mind of even medical staff to knowingly limit or stop giving aid and comfort to the patient. This is done to US Military Veterans, as the safety of the staff is the primary goal of the administration. Never mind that these treatable disabilities are inflicted during combat that the patient endured to keep you free and safe. Yesterday I had an appointment with the VA head psychologist on the Black List board. She informed my wife and I that she sees no reason in my file for the Black List designation but over the next month or two she would with my permission like to do a risk analyze to determine if the VA staff will be safe if I am taken off the Black List. I feel like a person with a big D branded on my forehead for the world to understand to stay away from this danger.
    No reason for being placed on the Black List. The Doctor did tell me that she sees self-harm is present in my letters. The absolute only time any self-harm would come to me is when a flashback accrues from my service-connected disabilities. My letters clearly explain criminal wrongs by judges and government personal. My letters explain the turmoil and harm being inflicted on this 100% disabled veteran for writing opinion letters of government wrongs. My letters are censored from the public by the newspapers to protect the people from someone with a Scarlet letter branded on his fore head. If no reason exists in my file can the Doctor be looking for something to justify a danger over the next few months? That was the other thing that my wife and doctor kept telling me is that I am paranoid and that is the reason.
    The Doctor asked my permission to look at my military files to determine if what I was saying of what I went through was true. The Doctor also wants my permission to look at the medical tests done in Boston for the NH DMV at the VA hospital. I told her that I have nothing to hide. The Doctor wanted to know what type of firearms that I had. I have none and do not allow anyone with one in my house. I told the doctor this was my choice for I have seen what they do and I will not even hold one since discharge from the MC.
    I am Black Flagged for the harm it will inflict on my medical condition and any treatment that may help. The government is demonstrating that we the people must follow orders in this civilized society or the arm of government will teach us to.
    This Paranoid 100% disabled veteran is a branded a Danger for the government to engage public support and stop any newspaper from exposing the public to the true facts until it is to late.
    The Psycho doctor asked me to proof read my letters before mailing them so I want to inform the doctor that this danger did proof read this one.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  12. VA Black List
    Danger: in prisons fear in the mind of even medical staff to knowingly limit or stop giving aid and comfort to the patient. This is done to US Military Veterans, as the safety of the staff is the primary goal of the administration. Never mind that these treatable disabilities are inflicted during combat that the patient endured to keep you free and safe. Yesterday I had an appointment with the VA head psychologist on the Black List board. She informed my wife and I that she sees no reason in my file for the Black List designation but over the next month or two she would with my permission like to do a risk analyze to determine if the VA staff will be safe if I am taken off the Black List. I feel like a person with a big D branded on my forehead for the world to understand to stay away from this danger.
    No reason for being placed on the Black List. The Doctor did tell me that she sees self-harm is present in my letters. The absolute only time any self-harm would come to me is when a flashback accrues from my service-connected disabilities. My letters clearly explain criminal wrongs by judges and government personal. My letters explain the turmoil and harm being inflicted on this 100% disabled veteran for writing opinion letters of government wrongs. My letters are censored from the public by the newspapers to protect the people from someone with a Scarlet letter branded on his fore head. If no reason exists in my file can the Doctor be looking for something to justify a danger over the next few months? That was the other thing that my wife and doctor kept telling me is that I am paranoid and that is the reason.
    The Doctor asked my permission to look at my military files to determine if what I was saying of what I went through was true. The Doctor also wants my permission to look at the medical tests done in Boston for the NH DMV at the VA hospital. I told her that I have nothing to hide. The Doctor wanted to know what type of firearms that I had. I have none and do not allow anyone with one in my house. I told the doctor this was my choice for I have seen what they do and I will not even hold one since discharge from the MC.
    I am Black Flagged for the harm it will inflict on my medical condition and any treatment that may help. The government is demonstrating that we the people must follow orders in this civilized society or the arm of government will teach us to.
    This Paranoid 100% disabled veteran is a branded a Danger for the government to engage public support and stop any newspaper from exposing the public to the true facts until it is to late.
    The Psycho doctor asked me to proof read my letters before mailing them so I want to inform the doctor that this danger did proof read this one.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  13. There is no Conspiracy
    Everyone that does not want you to hear me call my silent need for help believes my mind evolves around a conspiracy. If the conspiracy theory does not work my personality is classified as having a paranoid disorder that makes me believe everyone is against me. Our nation is in disarray for it is not that people do not care everyone is an expert to justify not helping others. My head is spinney at this very moment. The pain drilling in my head makes me understand it is not just me many people have worse pain than I, so I must stop complaining. My left eye feels heavy today but I cannot remember if it did yesterday or any other day. I blow my nose and blood discharges out my right eye. I am a 100% disabled US Military Veteran that volunteered time to help a family in Madbury NH and the government is teaching me not to tell others of NH Supreme Court wrongs by opinion letters. Everyone trusts the government that this nut must be contained for he is paranoid.
    The newspapers silence my words for the government has harmed my character in the public eye to believe the danger that exists if allowed loose in society. It is common knowledge that the VA attempts to disprove any veteran needing help from having service connected medical conditions. The VA, newspapers, public and now even my wife tells me that I am paranoid about what is happening. The VA head Psycho doctor told me that my writing might be related to my TBI having damaged my inner core of my brain. My flashbacks are not real until the Psycho doctor can determine if my experiences in the Marine Corps are documented in my file. I received four separate disabilities at separate times three are during Vietnam offensives. I lived in thirteen countries during my tour. I was TAD on average every ninety days to some place to do some mission for the US Marine Corps. There must be a record for the facts cannot be changed can they? I have no memory of life before the MC but how do you prove to Leary doctors that something you do not have exists. What is reality?
    The public took the needs of a man in Meredith NH to get him a pardon from the Governors council because the newspapers could make a profit from the story. A disabled veteran is such a common drain on our government that the newspapers believe it is doing a service to silence our voices. Everyone believes the danger that the government tells you this veteran is so trust that after our service to the USA is done we must be eliminated if possible. Call us paranoid to silence us. The governor charges me money to speak to him but my silent needs are never heard for this US Military veteran does not have the same rights as all others.
    I proofread this letter as the VA Psycho doctor asked. Discrimination is to alienate one from what others are given commonly. Discrimination is to separate US Military veterans from medical care that the public is offered as needed. This is the word from what the VA and the VA psycho doctor diagnoses a paranoid, conspiracy, flashbacks redden veteran silent need for help tells the world.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  14. VA Doctor Schipani
    My strength is my enemy. I write of wrongs in government only to have certain words or phrases extracted for people in power to call my actions a danger to others or ones self. Everyone reads my opinion but no one in this civilized society wants to talk. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case where Judge Fauver committed crimes against natural born NH residents. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen with government power harm local residents for self gain. I volunteer to help this family and my VA medical for combat related disabilities are stopped until I stop volunteer helping this family. Where does a volunteer go when it is the Federal and NH government causing the harm to silence a US citizen from exposing government wrongs? The Newspapers censor my words to protect those in power from being exposed. Freedom of Speech is my strength but also is my worst enemy.
    While meeting with Dr Schipani the VA head Psycho doctor my wife blurts out it is my paranoia that is my problem. People grasp at what ever is available to justify that what they do not under stand. My wife; I have hidden my flashbacks from to protect her and my daughters for over thirty years from seeing Vietnam up front. I hide my pain and discomforts to keep others from seeing that I am different. Dr Schipani asked permission to check my military files to see if what my words are can be documented as true. Does this doctor really believe that I make up the long hours, days of waiting to die? Does she believe as American Advisor on convoy across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia did not occur? How does a US Marine not exist when he comes back to the world if this Marine does not bring proof? How does one verify lying in a benjo ditch for hours waiting for the enemy to pass for his M-16 clip is still on the side under command orders not to lock and load until imminent danger or death? Commanding twenty-seven men that do not speak English how does a seventeen-year-old Marine explain being captured by the enemy deep in the Bush to those under him? Does Dr Schipani want statements from the enemy that I killed to get my M-16 back and escape to verify the flashbacks?
    The fact of VA doctors not believing the facts US Military patients in need of help tell of what we did is not just Dr Schipani. VA Doctor Sally Satel clearly in her writings and statements does not believe disabled Veteran’s words of the experiences that happen. US Military natural combat life experiences those that never were there could comprehend as possible. How can doctors that do not believe or see as humanly conceivable that what the patient tells as real life experience treat them.
    My strength of Freedom of Speech is my enemy as the Freedom of Press dominates to protect society from some one classified a danger to the public by those in power.
    Dr Schipani VA head Psycho doctor on the bad person committee I did proofread this letter and approved it’s content.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
    In a civilized society communication is the proper way to solve problems then why has the NH Supreme Court and everyone else refused to talk with me????

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  15. PTSD
    Words to define a disability so society can justify the actions of an individual that does not fit the norm. My PTSD was not diagnosed until just a few years ago. The thing is was it my TBI that caused the PTSD. It is hard to identify if maybe the events of the Marine Corps caused my PTSD. Do I even have PTSD? Some times I sleep fine, while other times days on end there is no sleep. I have no child hood memory from the injury right out of boot camp. I can sometimes identify by my dizziness and other feelings if my adventure into my other life is about to happen. People around me see me as different but my functioning in society happens as no one even myself is aware of it. I become self-contained and quiet as I relive being there in real life. There is no violent episodes or hot spells. I some times go off into the woods or hide from people. Maybe as my wife tells is that I go to the couch and just lay there, awake unable to communicate. I wrote a book about my tour in the Marine Corps and what it is like to survive a traumatic brain injury with no memory. “Marine Corps Gallantry or Psychosis” by Sgt Macdonald>
    Words that tell most of what I did, as a US Marine is contained in my book. I have no idea what is in my military file for I did not write it. I am not here to make others even VA doctors believe what my actions good or bad were. I killed with pride and sometimes hide from the enemy. I went days on end traveling on truck convoys deep into the bush delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps. American Advisor on convoy lived and worked with others that did not speak English was my mission. We stayed in friendly villages where people had nothing but treated me with respect even though neither knew what the other was saying. I was TAD to Vietnam several times to repair equipment as my MOS required. I lived and worked in thirteen nations sometimes stationed there and other times transporting Brig Rats or other missions following orders from above. I now live in a society that the MC dropped me into with no memory of ever being here before. I do not make things up or make my disabilities fit your norms. I speak what is happening to me, direct and from the heart. I have tried so hard to fit into your society, as the law requires. Society is so content with freedom it is as if no one cares so few are diminishing that what we in the US military gave everything for. “The Constitution” This document is just words but the most important words in this world.
    Stop trying to disprove what US military returning did and went through. Try accepting us for you can never see the reality unless you did it yourself. Were you blown off a runway or lived through a mortar attack? This civilized society cannot make rules for combat unless the enemy follows them also. My words describe only me and it does not matter what you believe. Freedom of speech is not limited to what the newspapers and government tell you.
    This opinion letter was proof read by me as the VA Doctor required.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  16. OMG Volunteer
    I volunteer to help children around the state of NH. I volunteer to help people on the street that I do not even know. Most of the people over the thirty plus years of volunteering I never knew the names of these people. Children now grown up thank me if they see me passing on the sidewalk and I have no idea whom they are. I volunteer every single day because I came back alive and I should not have. There were and are many smarter that over the history of the USA that sacrificed their lives for our Constitution by serving in our military. I owe these men and women to do everything in honor of what they gave so it is not in vein. So few take my letters and distort what I say to create fear in others to stop the people from learning. So few want to limit freedom of speech if the words do not create more influence or power for them. Stop the Volunteer’s VA medical care as thanks.
    They say that I am a danger but the children learn from me at your direction. The newspapers censor my words for fear the public will learn the truth. They stop my medical care for fear that I may live another day. It has to be that volunteering is such a danger to allow alienation. Can this be what we want our children to learn that if one speaks of the wrongs in government alienation until one conforms to public pressure? I constantly relive actions of my tour in the US Marine Corps as this civilized society classifieds it as PTSD. I do not fit the norm for what some believe PTSD is so the public creates doubt to invoke fear. To volunteer to help others does not stop even in time of doubt. How can anyone stop the actions that demonstrate honor for those that gave so much?
    The VA Doctors need to check my military file to justify my words is the truth. Did I kill a boy deep in the bush to get my M-16 back as a child my self? The term American Advisor on convoy speaks volumes only no one else spoke a language to communicate with me while leading I believe eight convoys. My military file must document losing my hearing being blown off a runway during a Vietnam offensive. My back was broken during another Vietnam offensive that did not stop me from leading my squad until over. Sniper fire at us while TAD is so common that the military must have documented it. May be the VA doctor wants to court martial me for staying silent in the benjo ditch while the enemy passed? I could not lock and load my weapon until in eminent danger of death under command orders must be in my file. I volunteered as a seventeen year old so I brought this danger on myself. Volunteering to help others is the right thing?
    The government tells me not to use the word kill in my letters. The newspaper editorial tells the public to kill Ronald McDonald in today’s editorial. The newspapers insist on freedom of press unless it is disabled Military veterans words that they will censor. We as the US Military did and do this very day events and acts that are totally inconceivable to those that were never there. A volunteer military where the newspapers, government and the public question our actions but are unwilling to do it themselves you will not document.
    I did not volunteer to live in the USA but I will proudly do everything possible to make her better for your sake. I am a US Marine.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  17. Understand why violence is needed.
    A disabled US Military Veteran has his medical care stopped until he stops writing opinion letters of government wrongs. NH DMV uses VA medical care with the VA’s help to take a 100% disabled Veterans NH Drivers license. The newspapers refuse to inform the public even by opinion letters written by the disabled Veteran of the harm being inflicted by government officials to stop this US Military Veteran. The NH Supreme Court uses the courts to criminally protect a judge who criminally violated the Constitution. Judge Fauver used the court to knowingly allow the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power against local residents that the selectmen sought personal revenge against. I volunteer my time to help this family and my VA medical is stopped until I conform to government orders to stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs.
    The government uses newspaper influence to distort and harm this 100% disabled veterans character in direct disregard for our Constitution. I spent this morning in like a trance trying to catch if it really is the world other US Marine’s told me about during the Conflict to protect and defend this United States of America. No reality exists because everyone tells me that things like this just cannot happen in the USA. The NH government uses State and local police to harass me to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. The NH courts put me in jail under the patriot act as a terrorist for six months before the bogus charges are dropped. The government tells the public that I am so defective that I pose a danger to all. The government stops my medical care for combat disabilities to inspire violent acts to justify their criminal violations of the Constitution to convince the public by trying to influence violence in me.
    I volunteered this morning even though my worlds were in a trance. I volunteer every day no matter how much pain or mental disarray my body is in. I volunteer because I have to justify coming back alive when so many better than me gave their lives for this Constitution no one back here in the world respects.
    Printing my letters in the newspaper is what the meaning of our Constitution was written on. The People just like me being able to inform others of government wrongs. Newspapers assume that they have the right to censor opinion to protect those in power.
    The pain drilling in my head has my left eye almost closed. I had to stop volunteering for the other world is near. VA Doctor Schipani does not believe my words for as she says that I must be interrupting the facts wrong. Schipani wants me to proofread my letters. May be as the VA head Psycho Doctor on the Bad boy committee she should intrepid why US Military in country kill themselves rather than return to this world back here. I understand. I am VA Red Flagged to harm a US Marine that has done nothing wrong except live.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  18. No Response
    The mental issues that the government and newspapers claim are the reason for people not to listen to my words should send alarms off if medical care for such issues are stopped. The government and newspapers will not take the blame if something violent were to happen that contradicts proper actions in a civilized society by blaming others for my medical care being stopped. 100% service connected disabilities from my tour in the Marine Corps. Four received on separate missions, three are combat related life changing disabilities. The newspapers censor my opinion for the danger that the government tells the public that this US Military veteran is. NH DMV uses my medical care to get tests done to take my drivers license. I could not get the tests done but NH DMV when the results were needed to take my license gets them with in a week. I had a commercial drivers physical done for a hearing and passed it by a licensed NH doctor. The NH DMV did not like the results of my passing so they delayed the hearing until the VA test at their request could be done. I volunteer every day to help others, children and adults. The Fosters newspaper of Dover gave me an award one year for my volunteering. Now I am an enemy of the state for my opinion of government wrongs. The government and newspapers harm my character in the public eye in direct violation of our Constitution. PTSD needs to be treated not used as a mental weapon for a government cover up to harm the people.
    I dared bring a case to the NH Supreme Court of judge Peter Fauver criminally violating the Constitution to knowingly harm Natural Born US Citizens. The Madbury NH Selectmen used the power of government to seek and get revenge on local residents that they the selectmen did not like. The NH SC refused to hear the case and the NH government told me to drop it. I speak publicly about it so NH to attempt to scare me declared under the Patriot act that I was a terrorist and took my freedom for six months. Four days before the trial the charges are dropped. I am a 100% disabled US Military veteran that has his medical care stopped until I stop volunteering my time to help Madbury residents against government wrongs.
    The newspapers and government take words out of context in my letters to demonstrate to the public the danger that my existence poses to the public. The newspapers refuse to print my full letters yet use words and lines in direct violation of our Constitution.
    I dare stand up to the NH SC without flinching because their primary purpose is to protect the people against abusive government actions. My mental issues received defending this great nation should and cannot be used as a weapon for a government cover-up influenced by newspaper censorship.
    PS if my words were not the truth, court action would be taken by those harmed. The truth is a powerful weapon. Newspaper censorship will KILL a nation.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  19. Dover Fosters
    The newspaper Dover’s Fosters does not tell the readers the truth about what is happening in their community. The paper has been going down hill in the past few years as the owners and editors refuse to listen to what the community wants in a newspaper. The Fosters refuses to print opinion letters that inform the public of what wrongs in the courts and government is happening from the citizens own voices. This bad private business practice is catchy as NH’s largest newspaper the Union Leader is following suit. Lets not forget the Concord Monitor and all the little newspapers shunning their reader’s opinion unless it conforms to what the private business’s want to inform you about. The news media in the state of NH has become a political tool to strengthen those that want money and control over the average person. The people do not have to ask why the news media is doing this the decline in their profits is showing in the quality of the papers coming out today.
    The news media will give it self-awards each year for coverage to inform the people but fails to recognize the public is not stupid. The public realizes what the news media does not tell them. The truth does come out just to late for the public to correct the wrongs before they get to powerful. A citizen volunteers his time to bring a case of government wrongs to the NH Supreme Court and the facts are censored. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violates the Constitution and the NH SC refuses to hear the case to protect a brother member of the attorney’s club. Fauver knowingly with intent allows the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents the selectmen do not like. There is no statute of limitations on government or Supreme Court violations of our Constitution to harm the people. The facts were documented and filed in the case presented to the NH SC. I was warned by court and government officials not to bring the case forward. I guess the news media took the there warning seriously. I believe the people’s voice comes first.
    The news media refuses to tell the public that my VA medical was stopped for combat disabilities until I stop writing of government wrongs. What about the courts putting me in jail as a terrorist to scare me to stop writing? May be the fosters and all the other news media should stop giving self awards and ignore court warnings to not tell the public the truth. The truth does not have to come from a reporter; we the people are fully qualify by opinion letters to speak of government wrongs also. Fosters and all the other newspapers will refuse to print this letter for it is too critical of their poor performance. WE the people will win as the fosters and all the others go down for their silencing the publics voice will some day be awarded to them as they go silent. My censored letters go back ten years but I still write and more and more of the public is becoming aware of what the newspapers censor.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  20. Censor the Veterans words
    The newspapers and government officials censor the words of a Veteran speaking of wrongs in both the news media and the government. The system nullifies the words of a disabled veteran because they expose wrongs in government and the news media protecting such wrongs against the good of the public. There has to be some law or moral rule that requires the people to be informed when such wrongs are so destructive to the USA in it’s entirety. In California the “courts provide handouts to veterans” is an article in the web newspaper Veterans Today. Jeanette Steele writes about how veterans with a diagnosed mental disorder can now catch a break if found guilty. What about all the undiagnosed homeless or others that are doomed in a society that just does not care? The mental and physical disabilities many veterans are disqualified from service connected because they cannot prove that it is service connected. It is like last year the Marine that killed his wife in NC because of a flashback from the Iraq war. His and his wife’s life is over because the system does not care. The public has to be made aware of when it is government officials, news media and society that is harming veterans, including 100% disabled veterans right here in New Hampshire.
    Critical of the Fosters, Union Leader and Concord Monitor in my letter yesterday but not one of these newspapers had the balls to print the letter. Reporters no longer want the story but now conform to the system of what the editors tell them is the best way to increase profits. A 100% disabled veteran volunteers his time to bring a case of judicial crimes against the people to the NH Supreme Court. The NH SC refuses to hear the case because it exposes the crimes of a brother attorney. Judge Fauver used judicial authority to help the Madbury selectmen use government power to seek and get revenge against local resident the selectmen did not like. The case is so well documented that it filled every requirement of the NH SC to enact the SC’s primary purpose of protecting the citizens of the USA against government abuse. There is no Statute of Limitations on cases of government abuse to intentionally harm natural born citizens of the USA. The government to teach me to obey; stops my medical care for service related disabilities. Jeanette Steele writes about veterans but does she or society see that the US Military veteran was created and brought into the USA by a more difficult path. The newspapers print words and sentences out of my letters to gain public support for the government arresting me as a terrorist under the Patriot Act. I lose my freedom for six months before the bogus charges are dropped.
    The news media and government make people afraid of my flashbacks but fail to recognize these disabilities came from the US Military Veteran protecting the USA’s way of life. Everyone of my letters tells that I will not be violent because I volunteer to make what so many over the history of the USA gave their lives for that I cannot let there loss be in Vain.
    The US Military Veteran is not above the law but may be we should be protected by the same Constitution that we gave to protect so Newspapers and government officials that never served can exist.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  21. Joke the Disabled Veteran
    USA Citizens are starting to respond. There are the people that believe and want to prove to everyone else that I do not deserve to speak or live. There are people that believe that I am a disgrace to the USMC for what my letters do and say. The MC is a pretty tough group, which everyone should know they can with stand the pressure. I am a US Marine and proud of being one. I have volunteered just about every day since coming back to the world some thirty plus years ago helping others. No citizen should allow abusive government acts against him or her personally or against neighbors. The government is here to serve the people just as the newspapers are here to inform the people of the truth no matter whom it may harm. If the NH Supreme Court is allowed to not hear cases that document a judge violating the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power against local residents that the selectmen do not like freedom no longer exists. If you want to help with out being known just copy my letters and send them to the NH newspapers. A Madbury NH family called me a stranger at the time on the phone for help. My obligation not just as a US Marine but also as a citizen of the USA is to speak out and stop government abuse. If it means exposing the wrongs of the NH SC and government officials I will endure any harm our trusted government officials inflict because I trust and believe in the United States of America.
    I have four disabilities from my tour in the USMC. Each disability came during a separate time. Three are combat related. The government to teach me to obey stops my medical care. They put me in jail as a terrorist for six months. They drop the bogus charges four days before the trial to keep the public from the truth. The newspapers censor the truth to protect the powerful.
    I am a citizen of the USA that will not stop exposing government wrongs until they are corrected.
    Pro or Con with your thought of me. I believe in everyone of you because you are the United States of America.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  22. In a Restaurant
    Sitting in a restaurant and the cashier comes up to your table to ask if you’re ok. A sudden flashback to the Marine Corps engulfs your mind and turns your face and body noticeable red as your thoughts realize the death and destruction all around you. Then all of a sudden your back in the restaurant and the cashier is close but you cannot understand what she is saying. Your hands hold your head, as the pain cannot be expressed for the enemy may gain knowledge of your position. A typical event in my life but it just happens so the pain that just does not seem to let up this time drives it. The response to my letters tells me that many, many US Military Veterans read the letters that the newspapers across the USA censor. My letters are common reading for a lot more that read the typical newspaper. Why because I am telling exactly what is happening to us. We are created by the experiences of what we did. The daily events that this civilized society that would not put their lives on the line to defend this great nation silently use to shame us for coming back alive. You are so ashamed of us that our opinion letters are to graphic and out of reality to what a civilized society can accept censoring the words are rationalized by telling the public of what a danger we present. My sitting at Young’s restaurant in Durham NH this morning sank me in a hole so deep eternity has to be a flash away.
    You do not have to hear about me. The tens of thousands of US Military veterans who lose their family and marriage to the silent demons are real. The homeless or the lonely or just the one’s living daily with the persistent reminders that we are proud of what we are but you make it ashamed to divulge to the public. Freedom comes as a price to graphic to let the opinion of what created us to be expressed as desperate survivors called US Military Veterans cling on to a place called home that they once looked forward to rejoining. These are the women and men that read my letters for they have been there and singularly are dominated by a system of government control that alienates them. Singular because to let us become one of many would be to costly to a society that just cannot understand the enormous mental anguish of knowing what death is every second of every day. The boredom of looking forward to missions just to escape the thoughts of home makes us death animals. These are the men and women that read my articles for my articles give them hope that someone will someday understand freedom comes at a price that makes us different but we still want to be one of you.
    Blood is coming out of my nose to the beat of the pain in my head. My VA medical was stopped for the government to teach me to stop writing opinion of government wrongs. The danger they tell you I am must be ignited by the lack of medical care so many of us are left with out. To deprive any US Military Veteran telling the truth in opinion letters is justified by the budget saving on treating us for what we did. Suicide by US Military in a benjo ditch I can now realize is not wrong. I was sitting in Young’s restaurant or am I?
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  23. Silent words
    I keep telling myself that violence cannot be the answer. I killed a child to get my M-16 back today. There are the percussions off in a distance echoing all around me as the convoy moves forward. The rambling words of a US Military veteran that society deems a danger to a world my presences are not welcome. It is not just me that is paranoid of life back here. Paranoid a mental disorder from servicing in the US Military is what society chooses to label that what we cannot forget. My mind flicks back and forth to where I have been or is it where I want to be as this day starts! The questions range in my head to if I did what I did yesterday; maybe it is just my imagination. I live in a society where people do not have equal rights under the law as those with influence dictate to those in a lower class. Law enforcement comes to my door to show force as intimidation at the direction of the upper class. Maybe it is the VC scaring the heck out of a US Marine laying in a benjo ditch, quietly waiting for them to pass because my M-16 under orders from command is not to be locked and loaded until eminent danger of death. People back in the US of A knowing what is best for us that are going to die so they do not have to come here. Violence is what the upper class wants but they tell everyone talking is the way a civilized society solves problems. The Words Talking and Paranoid are words used to guide the public to believe that what the upper class tells you is in your best interest. Scare the public so silence stops rebellion.
    Society through the news media tells the public what a danger this 100% disabled veteran is to them. The news media refuses to tell the public of the government wrongs that stops my medical care that may in danger the public. To present a danger to the public violence must be a norm. This Veteran refuses to use violence does that make a dishonorable discharge eminent for my orders show that I should stand up and talk to the VC as they pass. No one in the upper class wants to talk for words said wrong will be public knowledge and the truth will be known. No one in public office tells the truth for they do not care about the USA only the sweet heart deals that will put more money in their pockets and influence in their hands. The official’s say to the news media that my medical care was not stopped it is just that I am paranoid. In silence my medical file is Red Flagged to cause the providers to give limited or sub-standard medical to enrage my four disabilities to ignite a reaction for the upper class to demonstrate to the public: death or incarceration is the only place for this US Military Veteran. If the US government can allow the NH government to do this to a disabled veteran maybe standing up and talking to the VC is the right thing to do. Where does a US Military Veteran go when the society he or she gave it for does not want us for violence cannot be the answer?
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  24. Veterans Administration corrupton
    NH Supreme Court and the Law
    The number of people expressing opinion that never gets printed can be the dent in freedom. Where do we the people go when the checks and balance our political leaders can now maneuver around preventing the public from correcting the wrongs in government? Violating the law and Constitution by the NH Supreme Court and no one will say “no more” to them. Stopping a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for combat related disabilities to stop the veteran from writing opinion of government wrongs can never be accepted at all even for one day. To re-start the Veteran’s medical care but RED FLAG the veteran’s file to scare providers into giving limits care or sub-standard care to camouflage public awareness exceeds the protocol limiting violence. It is not like thousands and thousands of government and court personal does not read my letters every day. Judges and Veterans Administration personal read my letters and absolutely nothing is done to correct the wrongs. I present a case to the NH Supreme Court of criminal judicial misconduct to intentionally harm US citizens and the NHSC refuses to hear the case. Judge Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use the trusted power of government to intentionally harm local residents. There can be no more important opinion of government wrongs for the newspaper to print. Where does a US Military Veteran disabled from combat related disabilities that volunteers every day to help others go when life around tumbles in to a sea of dome?
    The public is scared for if a 100% disabled veteran can have medical care denied for combat related disabilities and no one does anything think of the consequences to those that speak freely in public. The opinion of the people at no time when it is of government wrongs can be censored. They took my freedom as a terrorist for six months that did not stop me. They use state and local law enforcement to harass family and friends to isolate me, which did not stop me. They use my VA medical to attempt to take my drivers license, which is a criminal wrong especially when I cannot get medical care for my disabilities.
    Do you know why I can write a letter of such wrongs and not worry of legal repercussion from those that I speak about. It is because the truth is a weapon even the powerful government dictators cannot maneuver around.
    For any newspaper or news media to censor such an important opinion letters as this mocks what our US Military over the history of this nation (USA) fought and many died for. The NHSC must be able to with stand the public correcting wrongs if freedom is to exist. If communication is the proper way to solve problems avoiding violence why does the NHSC refuse to talk? There is no statute of limitation of government violations of our Constitution even by the NHSC.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  25. Suicide
    Suicide: I will not do it but it is the closet thing on my mine this morning. Things seem so hopeless this morning. My DMV test that the NH DMV is requiring the VA to do for my license revocation hearing next month. It seems NH doctors giving a Commercial safety physical for the Sept. hearing was not good enough because I passed with flying colors. The accident will be one year in June and I have been driving all this time. I sit here in pain from my combat related disabilities and cannot get medical help from the VA. Yes my file is Red Flagged to the providers to scare them when caring for me. This means no care, limited care or sub-standard care so the administration can teach me to obey our government officials. First the VA tells me that it will be at least one year just to get on the list for the test. One week after my NH DMV hearing in Sept. the VA calls me to tell me that I am on the list for the next week. I canceled that test for I did not need the test for I passed my NH commercial safety physical so my license was not taken. NH will not accept a NH doctor’s physical so it is required that I go to Boston and have the VA test me. The VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities causing great harm medically to this disabled veteran and then from public pressure starts it again but Red Flags my file and calls it privileged information so the press cannot inform the public. The public understands that if what I was saying could happen in the USA the newspapers would be all over it. I have a Traumatic Brain injury, which left me with no memory prior to the Marine Corps. I lost high and low frequency hearing from being blown off the runway during a Vietnam offensive. I broke my back during another Vietnam offensive and as American Advisor across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia strong memory disrupts my daily life even to this day. The newspapers take such offense to me that they will not even print my opinion of government wrongs to let the public be informed. Taking my drivers license will totally isolate me and cause suicide or maybe non-civilized actions against others in my opinion to the joy of the NH government officials and the VA officials.
    I presented a case to the NH Supreme Court of Judge Fauver criminally miss using court actions to harm natural born citizens. The NH SC refused to hear the case to protect a brother judge. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use trusted government power to harm local resident that the selectmen did not want living in their (the selectmen’s) town. I volunteer help to this family that I had never met up until they called me on the phone. The newspapers hush up the facts to limit damage to the NH courts and government.
    Can all this be a coincidence? Suicide is the silent option for any disabled veteran drawing on the government budget. To use free speech to correct wrongs and volunteer to help others just cannot be right. It has to be wrong for any of us to come back alive if we cannot conform to what our courts and government official’s orders us to do. Suicide will not be my actions unless it is during and caused by my flashbacks. Then we really have to ask if the newspapers will not tell you did I ever come back from that benjo ditch? Newspapers are a private business so free speech is at a cost. Freedom is only for those that will obey government official’s orders. I will never be violent to other US citizens for the USA is what we are fighting for!
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  26. Caution:
    Danger; that is what the VA and government officials portray me through the news media to limit or stop public knowledge to stop these wrongs against our Constitution from government officials. My wife last night describes how non-violent that I have been our entire thirty year marriage. It was in reference to a TV program. My wife is beautiful and looks young. She has a great personality and just happens to be the perfect wife any person could want. My usefulness to her has come full tilt. I am sure the first year or so after I am gone will be hard for her and our three girls but hard times lead to better is what they say. The danger that our government wants you to believe that I am must be true because I volunteer to help others at a cost to my family and friends to make the USA better. Publicly telling in letters daily of criminal acts by judges and elected officials was so what so many over the history of the USA gave their lives for will not be in VAIN. Freedom means not just our US Military give their lives for it. Freedom means that it is the obligation of every US citizen to stop government wrongs with out compromise or hesitation. Newspaper letters is a non-violent way without danger to do this.
    A Madbury NH family’s life is in turmoil because the local selectmen did not believe they deserved to live in their town. Using government power to harm local residents for personal revenge by the Madbury selectmen criminally harms our Constitution. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case when it was presented to them in writing. A brother judge needs to be protected because he knowingly used court power to enable the Madbury selectmen to harm US citizens was presented to the NHSC. The newspapers refuse to inform their readers for whatever reason. The courts and government stops my VA medical care because I refuse to stop informing the public in letters. The newspapers censor the letters going against what we (the US Military) are fighting for. The newspapers and government harms my character in the public eye criminally violating our Constitution to win public support. Newspapers and government danger signs restrict my running for NH state senate.
    I am a 100% combat related disabled US Military Veteran that had no right to come back alive. My responsibility and beliefs to the NH and US Constitutions does not fit in what this society dictates. NH law enforcement and courts want you to believe that I am a terrorist under the definition of the Patriot Act. To use trusted power of government to stop free speech with NH SC court approval presents a danger that I cannot accept.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  27. Abuse by VA and society toward US Military Veterans
    It is the law that the VA responds to complaints with in a certain time period from Veterans being denied or limited medical care. How do you help a disabled Veteran that just wants what he or she left before leaving to protect and defend our Constitution for political elected officials that never serve? It happens so much that we come home and have trouble adjusting back into a civilized society. The praise and thank you of those first days becomes neglect and bitter comments of the wrongs that we inflicted on innocent people over there as time continues. You offer us college, and many other benefits only to not understand our minds are now complicated with the uncivilized acts that are now our norm destroying slowly any chance to reenter that where we once had. Newspapers refuse to tell the public our words for fear of the danger that exists with in our minds. Police and prosecutors jail and incrassate us for laws broken for drinking are our only medicine to accept that what civilized society cannot see. Some of our combat disabilities are clear, as our legs are no longer there or some disabilities no one can see as we relive.
    Meredith NH a US Military Veteran that lost his legs in combat drinks to build the balls to kill himself. Police pull over a drunk driver and have to place the combat minded US Military Veteran in a wheel chair before they can arrest him. A once happy active young man now struggles just to survive another day not from enemy bullets but from a civilized society that cannot see beyond the wheel chair. Not every veteran responds upon reentry as not every veteran engages in the same acts during combat but all that are there have changed. It should be said that the veteran with visible disabilities is lucky because society identifies the medical difficulties of the individual. What society does not see are the mental disabilities endured by these individuals and the individuals with the unseen disabilities just trying to be and have what those that never went enjoy and have. The veteran that dies in combat or commits suicide in combat are the lucky ones for they never have to endure VA neglect and our civilized society’s willingness to accept it.
    Does the public have a right to hear the other side? Ward Bird got plenty of community and newspaper coverage, he never served. The Maine US Marine that came back from combat only to kill his newly wed bride in NC or this Veteran from Meredith NH gets a token visit for the readers to accept that we do not belong in a civilized society because we present a danger. I write opinion letters only to be put in jail as a terrorist under the Patriot Act. MY VA medical care is stopped to stop my letters. My VA medial care is restarted to quite the public but is Red Flagged to limit or make it substandard to force my suicide or violation of the law with out public seeing. A few months ago I jumped off a cliff while in a flashback only to catch my pant leg on the top of a tree that lowered me to the ground with a deep cut in my upper leg. I came back to this world as my feet hit the ground. US Military Veterans medical care is used as a weapon to keep budgets in tack for politicians pet projects and own padded pockets.
    My words and responses are censored to protect the public from such a danger. It is the law.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  28. VA medical test for NH DMV
    The NH government is allowed to use the VA Medical to inflict harm on a US Military Veteran to keep said veteran from writing opinion letters. The basic premise of the US and NH Constitution is that government power cannot be used to harm any US citizens at any time. This fact was and is so important that there is no statute of limitations on crimes by government personal against the people. The NH Supreme Court knowingly allowed such crimes to cover up a brother judges criminal acts against the Constitution exposed by a commoner. Judge Peter Fauver used the judicial branch of government to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents with government power for personal reasons. The documented proof with witness was presented to Fauver and the NH SC. The NH SC refused to hear the case because it was just a commoner that placed it in the NH SC. A citizen has to: through the newspaper in opinion letters be allowed to inform other readers of such crimes against the USA. When the government is allowed to use a citizen’s health care to cover up harm to the USA there is only one thing worse. The most tragic possible crime is to use a US Military Veterans combat related medical care to stop said US Military Veteran’s freedom of speech.
    It is shameful on every newspaper for censorship to harm a US Military Veteran’s health. The VA cannot be an arm for NH DMV crimes.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  29. Opinion Letter
    How can a 100% disabled veteran tell of criminal wrongs intentionally inflicted by good government citizens on said veteran to stop the US Military Veteran from exposing wrongs in government. A 100% disabled veteran cannot even get his opinion letters published by the newspapers for good people in government are to be cherished even over the life of one disabled Veteran. My letter yesterday was short and sweet. It comes down to all that the good citizens of government harm inflicted did not stop my efforts so NH DMV is used to take my drivers license. The first hearing is delayed one month so I can get a medical report that I am safe. At my own expense for a NH DMV hearing a NH Doctor gave me a NH Commercial Drivers safety physical. A second hearing official controls the second hearing because the first one did not take my license. I present the findings at the second hearing and the hearing officer accepts the report but sets another hearing for March after a VA test can be done. The VA before the first hearing refuses to put me on a list just to get an appointment for at least one year. The day after the NH DMV hearing the VA calls my home to tell me “NHDMV got your test for next month”. First of all why is NH DMV not satisfied with the NH doctors report? Can NH DMV find NH doctors flawed? Second how can NH DMV have such influence in the VA to get a medical test done a year before the 100% disabled veteran will be illegible to be put on the waiting list just to get an appointment. The first hearing officer is replaced because he does not take my license. The second hearing officer does not accept a NH Doctors medical report because I pass and a new hearing is set for March even though a letter from the VA states it will be at least one year just to get on the list. Since the second official could not take my license NH DMV gets my name moved up on the list and an appointment for the next month. How many other veterans ahead of me on the waiting list just to get an appointment were bumped by the NH DMV influence. I want the medical tests for the sheer fact my medical conditions are getting worse each day. I am nothing special. If other Veterans are ahead of me on the waiting list just to get the appointment in no way should I be placed ahead of them because NH DMV wants it. It will be one year in June since the accident happened and my driving has been perfect.
    Putting me in jail as a terrorist did not work. Law enforcement harassing my family and friends has not worked. The VA suicide hotline harassment has not worked. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented to them of Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal violations of the NH Constitution to intentionally harm US citizens against the peace and dignity of the state with witness and documents because a commoner presented it. Communication is a civilized way?
    I am a 100% combat related disabled US Military Veteran that volunteers every day to help others. Should my constitutional rights be less than those good government citizens? Should NH be allowed to take my drivers license to pressure me to commit suicide or stop exposing wrongs in government?
    Do newspapers or anyone have a right to censor my freedom of speech to stop such government wrongs to protect good government citizens gone wrong?
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  30. Tell it to the Death
    To be open and honest is so useless in this world. The word world means USA it is what we called it over there. As a sergeant I learned to speak the truth to my men, mostly because if I lied my memory is such that I would not remember the lie. I survived a Traumatic Brain Injury loosing my memory up to the point of the accident just after boot camp and not having any short-term memory after that. I worked my way up through the ranks, for with no memory you trust what others tell you and complete missions with out fear or hesitation. Back here in the world it is different. People distort what you say to their advantage. US Military Veterans in need of help go to the VA and what the veteran says has to fit a set of norms or not believed. Example VA doctors do not believe my memory from before the accident has never come back. I describe my symptoms and the facial and emotional responses from VA doctors will confirm they do not believe. I endure the pain and refuse to take medication for why live if things around you are distorted from the drugs. People do not trust some one’s words about disabilities if they are not taking drugs. I have a loss of hearing High and Low frequency in both ears from being blown off the runway by explosions and jet blast. I try not to ask people to repeat what they say for it will make them mad. I guess a lot and it makes for strange conversations some times. My brain was not only rattled from the accident but many times during my tour head damage was common. I broke a vertebra in my back during a Vietnam offensive and at the time the doctors gave me a 50-50 chance of walking if I had the operation to repair it. I rather suffer the pain and walk so I never got it fixed. From a few months or a year after I got back after thirty-one months overseas real life experiences of my adventures in the MC started coming back daily. The more innocent people around me described the atrocity of our actions in a conflict the more the memory returned. The pride of being a US Marine became silent and kept from the public for why anger the innocent people. My actions were mine and my pride never wavers for survival over there could never be seen through the eyes of those unwilling to stand up for this world. I killed a ten-year-old child to get my M-16 back and escape some where deep in the bush of Cambodia. I sent Marines that looked like they were just out of diapers to do missions that most likely there were no return from. I was a one- hundred and seventeen pound sergeant that looked to others like I was just out of diapers. The MC dropped me back in the world one day in a place that I had no right to be.
    Volunteering to help others gave me a way to thank those that will never come back alive for I could not let their loss be in vain. As a volunteer I brought a case of criminal wrongs by judge Peter Fauver. Fauver knowingly with intent to harm US citizens allowed the Madbury selectmen to use government power to harm local residents the selectmen did not want in their town. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case because it brought the crimes of a brother judge out to the public by a commoner. No one wants to talk back here in this civilized society but to distort my words to illegally take my freedom is wrong.
    Just think about why the newspapers refuse to inform the public of the truth. Freedom of Press is only for what the editors deem just.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  31. I am Back
    I am no longer a disabled Veteran. I said thank you to the people at the West Roxbury VA hospital yesterday from the bottom of my heart. The Doctors and the Staff do not make up the test results. The tests showed that there is nothing wrong with me. My mental and physical disabilities are not service connected they are just in my head. Not medical just a nut. NH DMV cannot use my medical test to take my drivers license so what is next. Do I exist? What a profound question! I saw and lived with real veterans with wounds and disabilities from serving the USA’s right to be. After my test results came back my right to be there felt out of place. My wife was great right at my side for the four days and three nights of being hooked up to wires unable to move other than to the short length of the cord hooked to my head. Once I told the doctors and staff of the long tunnel through the windshield of the convoy truck that I was riding in. There was no reaching the world “USA” at the end of the tunnel for there is no place back here in the world for us. PTSD or a nut was the consensus of the VA and I have to agree. The terminus amount of pain that is my daily life was hard for the staff to conceive for never accepting medication just does not fit the norm. To reduce the pain means that my perception of what is real will be through the medication and that is unacceptable. I lost my memory in a car accident right out of Parris Island Marine Corps boot camp and never got it back. No memory of all the childhood rights and wrongs learned. I continued in the MC learning each day trying to understand at the same time why. No short-term memory and a willingness to accept what others told me was a Marine’s job to do. I reached the rank of MC Sergeant, which is unreal for most if any to do. How can this be real and my existence is true? The perception of someone with no memory serving in the MC and the MC sending me back to active duty in combat just does not sound real. I am lost and to write letters like this one is wrong. I made it through the four days at the West Roxbury VA by the effort to restrain my desire to dive with my hands at my side through the plate glass windows of my room and land on the ground below just to see the reality of it all.
    The USA has showed me that I do not belong by censoring my letters to protect the public from someone so dangerous. I tried to volunteer to help others not to dilute the danger that you say I am but to make the USA better for allowing me to come back alive. The image that I put out for those around me must continue for no one accepts those that do not fit the norms. Truth and honesty no longer exists and that is the clue some thing is wrong. My mind tells me that I need help. The tests show that there is nothing wrong medically with me. I am no longer a disabled veteran and I assume that I was never a US Marine. So I want to thank the West Roxbury VA hospital for being so kind to some one that is not here. Another true test is if my abilities are as bad as I did assume then how could I write letters such as this one? The reality just does not fit any set or norms.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  32. USMC at War
    No one gets it. No one wants to get it. My wife tells me that I need to talk to a Dr. Schipani at the Manchester NH VAH. I am not a disabled Veteran as the results of my last test shows. My brain waves are normal. There is not reason. Who is Dr. Schipani as if it is not another person with the greatest intentions to help a US Military veteran in need but is caught between what the administration allows and the people that treat the veteran’s best efforts and intention camouflage the public from seeing the neglect and abuse inherent in the system. I did convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia when the US government said we were not there. I rose in rank in the Marine Corps above everyone around me even while sometimes waiting court marshal. In the MC you need to be superior in rank to be in charge. I followed orders to a T because I had no memory to know right from wrong. I had no memory from a car accident right out of boot camp. On one Convoy I was taken from a friendly village that we stopped at for the night. With my hands tied many clicks away from the village we stopped at a campsite to wait for light. Two were drinking rice wine next to the fire poking me and laughing. The other walked guard out of site from me in the dark. The two drinking fell asleep as I freed my hands took my bayonet and killed the one out of site. I was and am as proud of that moment as when I first stepped foot out of the plane at San Francisco airport and was spit on by some hippy girl and called a baby killer. I was proud because I honestly believed this was a thank you for the right that I did.
    Later I learned the hate and discontent this girl that spit on me and others had for US military returning from Vietnam. I was TAD to Vietnam from USMC base Iwakuni Japan and once from Royal Thailand Air Force base U-born Thailand. I was so proud to have qualified, as a US Marine only to find out when I came back silence was the only way to be accepted back here. I was put in jail under the Patriot Act and being confined to a 5x8 room with another. I relived every day over there many times. Just as being restrained by wires unable to leave the room for four days relived the silence unable to tell others for no words would come out of my mouth. I was in a blank space as I heard voices commanding me to do things. I could follow the commands but no words came from me or vision of who spoke was there. No one gets it.
    The VA and people back here fit a set of norms. The discontent and ridicule to those that came back that did not fit the norms are exiled. I some times react and seem totally normal. Other times I cannot even remember my daughters or where I am. I write great informative letters unable to have others see what I am saying. My own little war rages with in me for I came back to a place US Marines are not allowed. Civilized society does not get that we did it for them.
    I broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive and lost my hearing in another Vietnam offensive. The VA questions my PTSD along with my other disabilities for to allow someone so offensive to exist in civilized society does not fit the norm. NO one gets it. I will talk to Dr Schipani as all the others for the truth is what is happening to me. The most important part of Freedom of Speech is to listen. No one seems to get it returning US Military Veterans stay silent for a reason.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  33. Discrimination NH DMV
    Driving is a privilege so DMV has the unwritten rule that they can get away with anything in the name of safety. Anyone else with a question of medical ability to drive would just need a doctor’s physical for the NHDMV hearing. DMV on this very day is trying to discriminate against older drivers because some older drivers get in an accident. Most people at some point in their driving have an accident. Some are reported some are not. The word Accident is just that. I had an accident last June. NH DMV required a medical report for my hearing in July. The VA was not able or would not see me until Oct. I had a NH Doctor give me a complete physical including the facts of my head injury (thirty years ago) for the July hearing at my own expense. The NH doctor’s commercial physical was not good enough so the July hearing was delayed until Sept of this year because it prevented the officer from taking my license. The VA sent me a letter stating just to get on the waiting list for the test would be at least one year. The VA did not know I still had my license. I showed the hearing officer the letter because he asked about the VA test at the Sept hearing because of the letter the hearing was delayed until March of 2011. The VA the very next week after the Sept hearing called me to inform me “NH DMV got your test moved to Oct. 2010”. First of all what right does NH DMV have working with the VA on my medical care. Second what right do the VA and NH DMV have to set all those US Military Veterans waiting to get on the list for treatment aside to take me first? Third what right does NH DMV have to say that a NH doctor’s tests are not as good as VA medical tests? Fourth I have had this EEG if you count I think about eleven times over the history of my 100% combat related disabilities from the Marine Corps. The test results have always been the same. My March DMV hearing is tomorrow. The test results will not be available until the VA doctor writes the report. The doctor did tell my wife and I that I do not have seizures. My brain waves are slightly abnormal but not epileptic. I have flashbacks that the origin is unknown. My flashbacks are my memory of killing a 10-year-old gook to get my M-16 back and escape and other events during that time period.
    My VA medical was stopped because I write opinion letters just like this. My VA medical was restated and now appointments for tests not related to my disabilities continue to mount. I cannot get treated for my disabilities for the VA is using my medical condition to help NH government and NH DMV to teach me a lesson. Discrimination even in the name of safety is wrong. To use a 100% combat related US Marine’s medical conditions to control the free speech of any US citizen is the most atrocities criminal wrongs ever.
    Driving is a privilege just as much as these government officials and DMV officers keeping their jobs. I have had these US Military disabilities since coming back in 74. They were of no concern until NH saw a way to harm me to cover up crimes against the State. The VA records will show they are not interested in treating me just using my medical care to aid NH government in causing my death.
    WILL ANY NEWSPAPER HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL A US MILITARY VETERANS WORDS TO THERE READERS. Government is to serve not master. My letters are so well published on the Web people around the world are seeing these wrongs.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  34. P.O.W. Handicapped plates
    Discrimination is a cruel act. What does a 100% disabled combat related US Military Veteran do if no one cares. I do not look disabled but the state issued me Handicapped plates after along process. If asked by law enforcement I do not mined showing my ID to help identify those in the wrong. I do hate people making comments at me because I park in a handicapped place. I hate police that tell me after checking my ID that I do not look disabled. I have four life changing disabilities from separate injuries during my MC tour. Three of these disabilities are combat related. It is wrong when the NH government uses the trusted power of the people to harass and isolate me to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs knowing that I am 100% disabled from the US Military. The most contemptible act of discrimination to the USA is the NEWSPAPERS censoring my opinion to protect those in power committing the wrongs from being exposed.
    Discrimination by powerful government interties at me because my telling the people that the NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case where Judge Fauver criminally violated the constitution to intentionally harm US citizens. The NH Supreme Court is not above the law. Judge Fauver used the law and trust of the people to enable the Madbury selectmen to do criminal wrongs to local residents to run people the selectmen does not like out of their town. This may have happen a few years ago but there is no statute of limitations that allows the NH SC or the Madbury NH selectmen to violate the people’s rights. There is no right as a private business that gives newspapers free rain to discriminate in telling the readers of such wrongs against the peace and dignity of the USA.
    Written in the Veterans Today web yesterday someone referred to me as a P.O.W. Our government during the Vietnam Conflict told the people that we were not in Laos or Cambodia. Our elected officials lie to the people then and now. I did eight convoys as American Advisor through Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps. I was the only American, advising up to twenty-seven trucks of local drivers. One night, the enemy took me from a friendly village in Cambodia to their camp many clicks into the bush. I escaped killing one to complete the convoy as a normal event. We were not there so I am not, nor have I ever been a P.O.W. I still served as a US Marine to earn the right not to be censored because the newspapers see my disabilities as an avenue to get away with it. Our government lies but we the people must stop our government and elected officials from using discrimination as a cruel act to scare the other citizens from learning of such wrongs.
    Everyone must ask why the newspapers and government will not correct the wrongs, yet hold more hearings to further discriminate against Handicapped citizens and 100% disabled US Marines. Discrimination is a cruel act and so is harming US Military Veterans lucky enough to make it home alive.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  35. Some one tell West Roxbury Boston VAH Dr McCarthy why
    Volunteer Why
    Volunteering has been a blessing to me for there can be no better reward for coming back alive than helping other US citizens. Volunteering taught me that Killing as drilled in the Marine Corps has no place back here in the world (USA). To give knowing that the pain and anguish to your own body has no relief but you do it any way. There is no emotional satisfaction for to survive in the MC emotions are replaced with the need to Kill. There is no relief from my head injury for no one back here even doctors can grasp having no child hood memory to identify and solve even today’s situations. For thirty plus years I have managed to keep my medical pain and anguish even from my wife and children. The VA if you take the % each of the four disability takes from my ability to live and add them up the total is well over 200%. I volunteer because I came back alive and far better men and women over the history of the USA did not which makes no since. I had no right to come back alive.
    The VA claims that I am disabled as each visit the doubt and hesitation from the doctors to believe over whelms me. My EEG’s come back abnormal in such a minor way yet the pain and interrupted memories still flash separating me from the norm. I lost most of my hearing from explosions and jet blast in both ears yet the VA forces hearing aids to question if the truth is in me. I stay out of sight when the pain in my back is so great covering it up cannot be done. I help others knowing later the pain will cripple my every move for volunteering is my obligation to those that will never come back. This civilized society mocks the unacceptable atrocities of what we did to the enemy but they still send us to do their dirty work. Those back here insinuating we lie mock the inconceivable and unbelievable daily events that we accomplished over there. The inconceivable is unbelievable to those civilized citizens that live a safe daily life back here in the USA. The VA stops my medical care completely claiming my disabilities make me a danger. The VA restarts my medical when the NH government needs an edge to inflict pain and harm to silence my free speech. The public is over whelmed by the character assignation from the government and newspapers to isolate as unacceptable and a danger to be near. Volunteering becomes my worst enemy, as society believes that I am doing it for what they call fifteen minutes of fame.
    VA doctors look for symptoms out of the norm so that they can reject the need for a veteran asking for help. Honesty and truth come down to doctors looking for the reason that a veteran wants from society not the medical need. My medical care hinges on my stop telling the world that the NH Supreme Court violated the Constitution to harm the citizens of the USA. Judge Fauver criminally used the court to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to run local residents the selectmen did not want in their town out with the trusted power granted them by the people.
    My letter is censored by the newspapers for my volunteering is conceived a danger to the public. No one can understand that what I cannot tell to fit the norm. My coming back alive was wrong and I apologize for it. Newspapers are a private business not a trusted form of public communication.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  36. Veterans Today
    Yesterday in Veterans Today web page an article harped on the few US Military war Veteran’s that cheat the system. No one wants to talk about the system that cheats thousands of Veterans of life after war. Make public the wrongs so the elected officials can rationalize the wasted lives kept silent for it is wrong for us to come back alive and burden the budget of the citizens we did it for. The newspapers sensationalize the veteran asking too much, for 90 percent of the readers are citizens that never served. The article in Veterans Today brought political views out in a negative way degrading those veterans that need help but do not get it. My name as a staff writer for VT no longer exists. My articles other than tagged onto other articles are censored for I tell the other side with out fear of the repercussions. Newspapers across the USA censor my articles for the real harm to US Military veterans must be kept quiet. My articles with out concern or fear tell the documented truth about the NH Supreme Court criminally violating the Constitution to protect their own special class of society. The VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. A life and death situation for the people that make up the USA but the newspapers refuse to tell the people. It sells more newspapers to illustrate what a danger to the public this citizen is with out telling the public of the combat related disabilities used by our elected officials to silence my free speech. To restart my medical care under a Red Flag does more harm with out public awareness for the sole purpose to instigate my suicide to stop the danger the government wants the public to believe that I am. Veterans today web is cheating the US Military veterans as they too fall into line with all the other news media under the special class of society rule.
    A simple common person cannot expose the criminal acts of judge Fauver for it just is not done. Fauver knowingly used the courts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen with the trusted power of government decide which people were good enough to let live in their town. Elected officials through the newspapers harmed my character as a danger to stop public support. To stop my medical care for even one day to stop my free speech must be made public knowledge. The public is being denied the truth to protect a special class. It is my obligation not as a US Marine but as a citizen of the USA to question the NH Supreme Court when their actions criminally violate the Constitution.
    We must ask what right does the private business of the news media have to censor response articles as this that expose wrongs. The NH Supreme Court can never reach a point of power where the rights of the individual can be diminished to protect their own special class of society. The Veterans Today web page as all newspapers must start telling the other side. Only ten percent of the USA population is US Military Veterans but the harm hurts us also. I must die for the pain in my head and body has created a Red Flag in my thoughts. US Military Veterans are citizens also we just did more to deserve being one.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  37. Want No More
    A civilized society pushes certain citizens so far the belief that violence is the only way will prove nothing. I say that as suicide by cop flashes through my brain. Government officials are violating the law hiding behind the blind eyes of a scared US population. The news media refuses to publish opinion letters of government wrongs under the reason that the words may hurt people with good reputations. A US Marine disabled four separate times while serving, three being combat related has his medical care stopped until he stops writing opinion letters of government wrongs. With fear of public exposure the US Military Veteran’s medical care is started again but under a Red Flag to intimidate and harm the US Marine under camouflage. Non-violent acts to expose the wrongs fail. Spiraling medical problems from the service connected disabilities perpetuated by government harassment drive confusion and alienation to the point unheard of. Alone in a world unable to explain because no one will listen inspires action. This civilized society sub-consciously detests the uncivilized acts we used to protect and defend our Constitution from the enemy to the point we are not welcome back.
    Why would the news media not want to tell the people of NH and the USA that the NH Supreme Court intentionally violated the Constitution to protect one of their own special class of society? I have refused to be violent no matter what the wrongs inflicted on me as this invokes anger in our government officials. No matter how many times I say it the truth is still the same. Judge Fauver used the courts to enable the Madbury NH selectmen under the trusted power of government to harm local resident that the selectmen did not want in their town. The documented facts were presented to the NHSC and they refused to hear the case because just a commoner presented it. Does civilized society not communicate with disabled US Military Veterans because of what we did to keep you safe and free?
    My letters are published on so many blogs and web sites that I have lost count of the number with my permission. Judges, government officials, newspapers and 2800 others get my letters by e-mail every day from me. This is beyond all the others publishing them. The excuse that my letters are libelous makes no sense as an excuse for the newspapers not to allow the NH residents to learn of. NH is trying to take my driver’s license this very day to isolate and further invoke the issues. This civilized society refuses to listen for censorship can harm even the most innocent of citizens with out anyone knowing. Think of what it is like to have no memory of the USA from a head injury during my tour. Grasp one day having the MC dropped you back in a civilized society with no help. Understand the confusion, doubts and humiliation to survive thirty years of hiding the truth just so this society will accept you with out condemnation.
    I want you to realize if they can do this to me how many other homeless or rejected US Military veterans are abused and/or rejected every day because this civilized society pushes certain citizens not welcome home for what we did?
    Freedom of Speech US Military Veterans earned.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  38. WMUR News Media and the Red Arrow Dinner
    Breakfast this morning at the Red Arrow Dinner in Manchester as usual was the best. WMUR news station in NH is supposed to be the best so why does it not bring out that what the people are saying. It does not matter if the station manager or the newspaper editor likes what the news is, because it is the readers being informed of all the news good or bad that counts. The NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case where a judge used illegal court action to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to, (by miss use of the trusted powers of government granted by the people) run local residents out of their town because the selectmen do not like these citizens of the USA. The NH Supreme Court by Constitution cannot do this criminal act. Just as the News Media must by any logical or ethical reason inform all its readers of such crimes against our Constitution. The NH government may not like my writing opinion letters explaining in dept these crimes against the people but that does not give NH the right to under the Patriot Act declare that I am a terrorist as a means to take my freedom to intimidate me into stopping. The VA stopping my medical care even for one day to help NH elected officials to intimidate me into stop writing opinion letters is way beyond the limits but it was over a year before they started my medical care again. The VA started my medical care under a Red Flag as it is to this very day to intimidate the providers at the VA to give limited or sub-standard medical care out of the public eye. I am a 100% combat related service connected disabled US Marine. I have violated no laws but every day since seventy-four when I came back to the world from the Vietnam Conflict have volunteered every day to help others. WMUR and the newspaper’s silence are not hurting me for I am old. They are hurting themselves as well as every citizen of the USA now and in the future. Freedom is not letting a special class of citizens such as the NH Judicial branch of government having more rights than any other citizen. Breakfast at the Red Arrow Dinner is so good because with freedom the workers there are the best by their choice not the governments. They are the best because they are people that care about their patrons and express it freely with out fear of big brothers arm.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  39. Red Flag
    The Veterans Administration in the name of safety uses the Red Flag to isolate and harm US Military Veterans. The purpose of the Red Flag is a tool for the providers of veteran’s that has disabilities from combat that mentally are sum times unaware of where they are. The Red Flag has degraded to a weapon used by government personal to teach Veteran’s that if they want help they must conform to the political views of the administration. The VA was established to help returning US Military come home. I am, as the NH government wants you to believe a danger to society because I express wrongs in government freely against their wish. My VA medical was stopped for over one year to teach me just how much power looms over us if we refuse to conform. My VA medical was restarted but under a Red Flag to isolate and harm me under cover so the citizens of the USA will not see. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion of government wrongs to teach me that they are a private business and can do as they wish. I question if the doctor was sick yesterday or did the Red Flag make my appointment canceled to teach me conformity is the only way. I questioned the person that called to reset my test. It should be in my file. The Veterans Administration is totally blind to how close the Red Flag is to ending my life. Brand RF on my forehead as one time in Salem did.
    I presented a case as a volunteer helping a Madbury NH family documenting a NH judge criminally using the law for self-gain. The Madbury selectmen use the trusted power of government to drive local residents the selectmen do not like out of their town. The NH SC refused to hear the case because it questions the integrity of their special class of society. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters for the dominant rule and the little people have not earned their right to speak. A constitutional crime covered up by a biased NH SC to protect one of his or her own because a commoner presented it. To use the medical care of any citizen of the USA as a weapon of power can never be tolerated. For the VA to aid the NH elected officials in such a criminal act under the weapon of a Red Flag questions even if the Constitution exists anymore. The newspapers censoring the opinion of the people expressing wrongs in government goes way beyond any possible reason to keep a Free Press. Did I ever come back to the “world” or am I still in the benjo ditch?
    Twenty-seven wires were hooked to my head over several days of isolation keeping me prisoner in a room to stop NH from taking my drivers license. Jail, locked in a box to keep me prisoner as a danger demonstrating to the NH people I do not belong. American Advisor deep in the bush of Cambodia with no one else that spoke English on one of eight convoys that the US government tells the American people, “we were not there”. Taken from a friendly village by the enemy tied up by a campfire and poked and ridiculed sparked by twenty-seven wires. Killing a child with my bayonet to get my M-16 back and escape engulfs my mind as I can hear today’s voices but unable to questioning if Madbury is not under Communist rule. Appointments canceled as medical care can only be provided to those US Military that coming home never violated the rules of a civilized society. Ask not what you can do for your county; ask how can your country Red Flag veterans in need? Veterans committing suicide over there or here is justified by this civilized society.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  40. No one will talk
    Communication is a civilized society’s way to solve problems with out the need for violence. Government officials, cops and many other law bidden citizens tell me this all the time. Newspapers print the opinion of the people to let those in power hear what is in the minds of society. There is no way for an individual to correct wrongs if it is those law bidden government officials doing the wrongs and the newspapers supporting the wrongs for what they see is the good of the system. Communication is listening and hearing what the people are saying not just expressing editors and government opinion. I wrote a letter about the harm the VA’s Red Flag has on US Military Veterans. No part of the US government, state or federal can at any time be allowed to use harming citizens to keep them in their line. Newspapers can at no time be allowed to exist if they refuse to allow their readers to respond and inform others of wrongs in government.
    The people must be allowed to inform others even if it is the NH Supreme Court that is violating the Constitution to intentionally harm the citizens. There is no statute of limitation of crimes against our Constitution by government personal. The rights of the people always come first. The VA stops my medical care to force me to stop writing of government wrongs. My medical care is restarted for the government’s fear the people will learn of this crime. The VA Red Flags my medical care as the silent way to harm veterans without public knowledge. The Red Flag is labeled a safety check for VA employees and it was in the beginning buy now it is used as a weapon. Government officials using a 100% disabled US Military Veterans combat related medical conditions as leverage to control free speech can never be tolerated. The NH SC refused to hear a case presented to them by me (just a commoner) of Judge Fauver using the law to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to drive local residents that the selectmen did not like out of the selectmen’s town. I volunteer my time to help the Local Madbury residents and the NH government and courts criminally miss use the law and power of government to silence my free speech. Communication of the people must be at all times allowed to inform the public of government wrongs. The NH SC primary responsibility is to protect the people’s rights from government wrongs. They refused to hear the people’s case.
    I have been back in the World (USA) for over thirty-years but this morning my life traveled as American Advisor in convoy across Laos. I felt the twenty-seven wires attached to my head influencing my thoughts. The bars of the NH state jail ran strips across my eyes. Hands and legs shackled as the Lee Police take me to the Dover NH hospital to enter my head. Seeing the USA pass by as the State Police travel across NH transporting me to another kangaroo court date. Slowly NH will turn the buckle until communication has to enter the violent stage. Our government does not want to communicate when it is the people documenting the wrongs. The NH SC must abide by the same laws as even we the common people. Who will take responsibility when it happens to me.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  41. News & Information in Education
    Red, White & True Mysteries, The little-known true stories of the Men and Women who shaped America. What a joke newspapers telling their readers of past hero’s that created and protected the USA for future generation when today’s newspapers will not publish the opinion of their readers unless it conforms to the editors controlling wishes. Freedom of the Press, Free of Expression, Freedom of Speech, is the willingness and obligation of the citizens of the USA to correct the wrongs of government through the newspapers. The newspapers may feel obligated to protect elected officials with good reputation from citizens such as I but that defies what our Constitution states as the Supreme Law of the USA. Elected government officials and newspapers can never be allowed to harm the character of any citizen to gain the trust of the majority to stop free speech. Newspapers can never be allowed to refuse to print an unedited response from the person the newspaper wrote an article about.
    The NH Supreme Court is not above the law. It is the right of every citizen to be able to question and correct the wrongs inflicted on society by the NH SC. The NH SC refused to hear a case where a NH judge used criminal judicial court rulings to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents with the trusted power of the people, granted them. It is the intent and meaning of our Constitution that the newspapers print the opinion of the people expressing these wrongs. For the newspapers to censor from the public that the NH Government and VA stops a 100% disabled US military veteran’s medical care for combat related disabilities until the veteran stops writing of government wrongs can never be tolerated. For the newspapers to not tell that the VA uses Red Flags to limit or give sub-standard medical care to US military Veterans that do not obey government demands to conform to criminal acts defies humanity, especially under the label safety. Red, White and True Mysteries is the Bull that the newspapers believe they are gaining over the everyday citizens to protect their special class. I have not stopped writing for as so many before me, I give my life to protect and save the USA from any person or nation wanting to diminish our Constitution.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  42. Deny until Death
    These are the famous words of US Military Veterans from the day the VA dept of government was started. War torn men and women come back from a war only to be denied medical care or help to come back into the world that they once left. Deny until Death so politicians can use budget money for their own pet projects to look better in the voter’s eyes. Newspapers refuse to print opinion letters from US Military Veterans because they say that the letters do not make since or question the truth of them. If any delays exist in the VA office it is not because of the number of veterans applying it is because the people are not doing their jobs. Veterans are the men and women willing to fight for freedom in the USA. Each politician will use the words “No US Military Veteran will be left out in the cold on my watch”. Once the election is over it is not until the next election we hear those words again. Deny until death is the hidden agenda of our government when talking of treating all US Military war torn veterans.
    My opinion letters if printed in newspapers would win polisher prizes for the truth and the willingness to volunteer my time with out consideration to help others in need. The truth is the only way to correct problems in the USA. Newspapers censoring the opinion of the readers to cast a symbol of danger
    Wow deep mental depression, a flashback, where and when will all eternity end it? I see a blank wall of whiteness in front of me. I hear the TV as I watch in the whiteness the dangers of the bush pass as the convoy slowly moves down the dirt road. I am thinking of the last letter from girls back in the world and dreaming of some day maybe making it back to be in her arms. There is no norm over here. The danger, excitement the unbelievable conquest achieved that no one will ever dream as possible for a Marine to live through and be able to tell when if we make it home. I would just like to see the USA once before I die as we move deeper into the bush.
    Should newspapers censor letters written by those that protected and defended the newspapers right to exist, because we describe the impossible? I am back from my flashback. I do not always remember it. The flashback. This was strange for I could hear what was happening around me but could not say a word. I was talking but it was like I was in the white wall and no words come out. I could see nothing but white and at the same time reliving deep in the bush as it happen. Chaos and fear at the same time accepting the fact tomorrow will never come for no one can live through this. The VA rates me 100% service connected combat related disabled. The VA doctors do not believe what I describe to them for my words have fit the norm of anyone never here in the safety of the USA
    Deny until death for there is no coming home to what you all have and we once did also. The change in us you perceive as a danger. The sole reason older veterans advise today’s veterans coming home to be silent because we have gone through this civilized societies innuendos and disbelief. The VA stopped my medical and now restarted it but it is substandard and limited as the Red Flag dictates.
    VA doctors do not believe our symptoms and the USA shuns us as deny and death enables another politicians pet project to start. Freedom in the USA
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  43. USA to the editor
    What a pathetic individual. Some one that complains all the time has no place in the USA. Some one that just cannot accept our government doing wrong acts to harm the people. What a person willing to give his or her life for a nation that is called home to benefit the future of others. This sounds like the words of the people complaining about my continuous letters everyday of criminal wrongs to harm individuals of the USA by government personal. The humor of the newspapers censoring my opinion to keep others safe from someone so dangerous mocks the reason the USA exists. The cruel act of stopping my VA medical to stop my exposing wrongs against the people. The VA secret of Red Flag a disabled veteran’s file to out of the public eye inflict harm and isolation for control and dominance. NH labeling a 100% disabled US Marine a terrorist to silence free speech by way of incrassation by public support. Newspapers by way of character assignation turn the reason for Free Speech to denounce our Constitution. How can such a pathetic individual be allowed to exist in a nation where the people come first?
    People in Japan willing to be exposed to Radiation to allow their nation to survive by way of working at a nuclear power plant melt down. Hanoi Jane willing to give her career and future life to speak out about wrongs in the Vietnam Conflict. A volunteer willing to stand up and tell the NH Supreme Court that they are not above the law. Volunteer willing to reach out to the people of another town asking for help from an abusive town government. Judge Peter Fauver intentional criminal acts diminishing our Constitution through the courts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents the selectmen do not want living in their town. Governor Lynch telling the people he created a new web site to allow the citizens of NH better access to the NH government. It is pathetic that I live in a fictional life unable to escape the Vietnam Conflict.
    NH wants to isolate me by taking my drivers license to stop my opinion of government wrongs. Judge Fauver violated the Constitution and the NH SC refuses to hear the case presented and documented to them. Rain today as my wife has gone to work leaving me in the closing walls of my home unable to escape. NH through the VA uses the combat related disabilities as a weapon to demonstrate the control freedom gives a dominant government. A civilized society does not talk to solve problems. I am a US Marine unable to move as the enemy passes the benjo ditch as I lay alone with no clip in my M-16 under orders not to lock and load until eminent danger of death. What a pathetic individual going as American Advisor on convoys with no other that do not speak the same language. Traveling across enemy nations in convoy the USA government tells the US citizens we are not there. Freedom to expose wrongs does not exist in the US military. What a pathetic individual that leaves the newspapers no other choice than censor for the protection of the public from someone so dangerous. Freedom does not exist for this US Marine in the bush of Cambodia.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  44. Censor and Control
    Newspapers will not print the words of US Military Veterans in need of help for we are perceived as a danger to the public. The call to help the mentally ill or the editors striking force to down a ninety-one year old NH elected officials for expressing his opinion of sending the mentally ill to Siberia. I am the danger to society that the NH government and the newspapers are talking about. I am also a 100% combat related disabled veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. The VA has a main goal of denying returning veterans benefits at all costs until the public is made aware of the case if the newspapers allow it. My medical files when I applied for help in 74 could not be found. I had made a copy of each entry into my file during my tour and sent the copy home. I had a complete file on each of my three disabilities from separate mission receive during my tour in the MC. I did thirty-one months over seas TAD in and out of combat areas and participated in two Vietnam offensives. Even after giving the files to the VA, I was rated non-service connected because my file disappeared. I just gave the VA another copy to their surprise. Today’s veterans receive the same lack of care and the newspapers keep the facts from the public for we are perceived as a danger to elected officials pet projects.
    I was in a car accident right out of Paris Island Marine Corps boot camp and forever lost my memory of my life. During my 31 months overseas I was blown off the runway during operations many times and had a mortar ring my ears as it destroyed the outhouse that I had just exited. I broke my lower back during another Vietnam offensive only to be put on light duty and assigned to American Advisor on convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps deep in the bush. I killed in hand to hand combat to get my M-16 back and escape after being taken one night from a friendly village some place in Cambodia. I lay motionless in a ditch until the enemy passed because under orders my M-16 could not be locked and loaded until eminent danger of death. Recently because of my flashbacks (that I kept silent for the consequences when the public learns will isolate and doom as many past veterans learned) on top of my 100% another disability of PTSD was added. The newspapers and VA use this new one to claim that I am a danger to the public and stop my medical care. My medical care is restarted after years and my file is Red Flagged to cause miss treatment as fear engages the VA medical providers for their own safety.
    As the 91 year-old elected official when I spoke publicly of the NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case where Judge Fauver used criminal court rulings against the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents that the selectmen wanted out of the selectmen’s town the news censored my words.
    US Military Veterans earned the right to speak freely just as much as the newspapers are granted the right to Freedom of the Press. Censor and Control has no place in the USA. The NH government and VA tell the public through the news the danger that I am so may be Siberia would be the place to send disabled veterans.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  45. Please hear my words
    The citizens that never served see and hear the returning US Military Veterans past, present and future that are the lucky ones that get the help that they need. The Veterans Administration uses lost records, combat damaged veterans that cannot prove their injuries are service connected and any other tactic to keep these individuals (US Military veterans) from draining the VA budget. The lost US Military Veteran struggling to live back here with loved ones that over the years we have been back learned to despise and distance themselves for we are no longer that loving person that left to fight for your freedom. The VA knowingly uses medical care to help elected officials control and silence disabled Veterans free speech. The newest VA tool for control of veterans is to Red Flag the veteran’s file under the belief of safety to intimidate the care providers to limit or give substandard care. You never hear from these wars damaged US Military Veterans because the newspapers and government do not want you to. For Sandra Bullock to donate one million dollars to Japan for the relief effort can be commendable but to see and hear the lost in need of help veteran would cost far less and do more compassionate good. To me donations should go to ones own first before helping rich nation of Japan have more. To see and hear the homeless US Military veteran on the street should sound alarms to why the newspapers silence our words.
    The VA in NH refuses to expose wrongs to intentionally harm disabled US Military Veterans because it is the people in charge doing it. NH elected officials and top VA, NH personal do not want this 100% disabled Veteran to publicly tell of the NH Supreme Court allowing a NH judge to criminally violate the Constitution. Yes Judge Fauver used the law and Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen with the trusted power of the people to harm local residents that the selectmen did not want to live in the selectmen’s town. NH government defies the Constitution by refusing to allow this citizen, that what the NH Constitution guarantees ever citizen that is the Redress of Grievances. I a resident of Lee NH volunteer my time to help the residents of a different town for we are all US citizens and can never let our Constitution be diminished at any time. Newspapers refuse to print the opinion letters so the VA and NH elected officials are allowed to harm disabled US Military Veterans with out public objection because the newspapers censor the truth.
    My words are the truth as we live with the memories of as you call it uncivilized acts that this nation refuses to see and hear. The most important part of Freedom of Speech is to listen and see. Even compassionate VA doctors have faint signs of miss trust and contempt for the symptoms we gained inflicting such horrible acts on others just to survive. Newspapers censor our words as the true test to demonstrate Freedom of Speech is to listen for to hear our words could make the readers understand freedom is not free. The NH government and VA lie to the people for no one can hear my words.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  46. Violence is heard
    What a thing when this civilized society needs violence to be heard. Violence can never be the way of citizens of the USA as the only way making our government hear what the people are saying. Newspapers refusing to print the opinion of the people when they (the People) are expressing wrongs in government. Free Expression, Freedom of speech, and Freedom of the Press all comes down to domination by so few to control so many. Ask why the newspapers censor from the readers criminal wrongs by the NH Supreme Court. Ask why the newspapers censor criminal wrongs by Judge Peter Fauver to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to harm local residents that the selectmen decided were not good enough to live in their (the selectmen’s) town. The NH government and newspapers seem to want the actions in Libya to come here in the USA. Tell the people what a danger that I am to isolate me by way of fear in others eyes. The NH SC must be strong enough to with stand the people expressing wrongs by way of the defiance of our Constitution by the NHSC. Discrimination by the NH SC can and is the most dangerous criminal wrong for the people to stay silent about.
    To shut me up NH and the VA has stopped my medical care other than treatment to fluff my records for public inspection. The pain in my legs, back and head has gotten to the point of no return. My letters make the public (even though they are censored) aware as so many blogs and web sites publish them daily. Suicide by Cop right on the steps of the VA office at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH would send all our elected officials and responsible government leaders shifting the blame to make others the fall person. This action would also keep my non-violent duty to keep freedom for all not just the special few that believe they are above the average person. This action would also set me free from the guilt this society places on all those that were there to defend our Constitution on foreign soil. Think where freedom exists in death that no one can talk about with experience. Think what a civilized society will do to those innocent citizens that become the fall persons for those not willing to accept that what they did because they have influence. The government stopped my VA medical to stop my free speech. The government re-started my VA medical under a Red Flag to intimidate the care providers to limit and give sub-standard medical care in fear of their safety. The newspapers do not believe these wrongs are important enough to be published in the local newspapers.
    A 100% disabled US Marine standing up to our NH SC for you the people of the USA. The NH SC believes they are so much above the rest of us using Discrimination and Criminal wrongs of our Constitution are now common practice. The NH SC even now demonstrates how talking out wrongs in a civilized society can be only for those citizens allowed by the NH SC.
    CAN ANY NEWSPAPER FEEL THE NH SC MUST BE PROTECTED FROM CITIZENS AS ME? ASK WHY GOVERNOR LYNCH’S WEB SITE STOPS LETTERS AS THIS ONE? Does any newspaper have the Balls to print the Free Speech of the common man when it communicates wrongs by the New Hampshire Supreme Court?
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  47. Writing instead of violence
    Writing instead of violence is like saying a civilized society communicates to solve problems to avoid violence. What happens when a civilized society does not want to hear or see the truth? Stopping any persons medical care to stop that persons free speech should out rage everyone. To stop a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care to teach this US citizen to obey government official’s demands not to expose government wrongs can never be tolerated. A record of my words will exist for a long, long time for everyone to see just how cruel the USA can be to US Military that came back to a place that cannot accept what we did. My words are harsh but the truth. A family from Madbury NH asked for my help. People in need of help will always get my help in any way that I can for free. Volunteering to help others is my belief in what makes a civilized society have meaning. I have been on the out side looking in since the day I stepped off the Plane in San Francisco and a hippy girl spit on me as she yelled the words Baby Killer in 1974. NH and VA officials re-started my VA medical care with a Red Flag to intimidate the VA care givers to help with sub-standard or limited medical care for their own safety. Writing instead of violence will only make things better if the NH and VA officials are held to the same laws and rules as all the others citizens of the USA.
    Newspapers censor my words for the danger my existence in this world is portrayed to you as a means to harm my character in the public eye. VA doctor Schipani will see me Monday, as my file will show. The file will not show it was not to help me; it was to discipline me until I stop writing opinion of government wrongs. Writing words in a civilized society can have no meaning if newspapers and our government can censor the public from reading about the wrongs. A common citizen sees the NH Supreme Court violate the Constitution by way of covering up a NH judge using court rulings to aid the Madbury NH selectmen harming local residents the selectmen decided did not belong in their town. A 100% combat related disabled US Marine steps forwards to volunteer to help the residents of Madbury stop these wrongs. To stop this US Marine my medical care is used as a weapon cover up criminal government acts that are harming every US citizen.
    The NH DMV is using my medical disabilities as a means to teach me to obey. Discrimination is against the law. To medically harm a disabled veteran for the sole purpose I volunteer to help others no matter what our government does wrong to stop the public and me will do nothing.
    What happen in the USA? Writing instead of violence makes no since any more. What is happening in my head?
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  48. Danger (give a copy to VA dept head Dr. Schipani)
    A word of warning, a word to insight fears all in the six letters of danger. I had a flashback yesterday as I watched the South Boston St. Patrick’s day parade. It happen from seeing actual children dressed in combat fatigues marching out of step, mocking the Vietnam Conflict. My interruption that placed me in a different world destroying the harmony others around me received from the parade on such a wonderful sunny day. To my surprise after seven o’clock when we arrived home in Lee NH, a VA official calls to inform my wife my appointment to see a VA doctor on Monday has been canceled. The appointment to see the VA Nut Doctor to discipline me for my opinion letters of government wrongs is still set. Do we have a Patten starting to form here? Could it just be luck of the draw? I cannot get medical care for my 100% combat related disabilities but fluff appointments to demonstrate to the public medical care is available to me are made and canceled at their wish. The VA twice calling on a Sunday late in the evening to cancel an appointment for the next day could be called to question. If it seems to good to be true it most likely is not. I knew when I got up my going to the parade was wrong. I felt different and knew it would happen on that day. My family was counting on my going to the parade. I ignored the danger sign and went to complete my obligations.
    The obligation of the public to with out fear of the danger signs from government officials retaliation must speak out when it is the NH Supreme Court violating the Constitution in a Decimating manner. For the NH SC to refuse to hear a case presented by a commoner of Judge Peter Fauver using the law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents the selectmen do not believe deserve to live in their (the selectmen’s) town is called discrimination. If communication is the civilized society’s way to solve problems without violence then why not expose these wrongs? To censor my telling the world that NH and the VA are using my medical care to stop my freedom of speech because I am the commoner that volunteered my time to help the Madbury residents present the case to the NH SC. Harming a disabled veteran to stop free speech is wrong.
    I want to cancel my appointment with the VA discipline department head doctor today. Not for retaliation but because my left side of my head tingles, my head pain is pounding to the beat of my heart, I feel as if my stomach is going to spill all out, as my back causes my legs to feel the pins and needles my question to cancel the appointment is raised. I also feel alone and isolated even with my wife at my side. Situations that can be seen from two sides just like the word Danger!
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  49. VA Dr Schipani (Red Flag Boss)
    She was nothing like I imagined. She was young, beautiful and very caring. I had met this Dr before but had no memory of her. Yes even though the VA canceled my medical appointment at the very last minute, my Red Flag was not. It is hard to get a grip on why? Dr Schipani believes that I should start volunteering at the VA hospital in Manchester “it would be good for me”. NH bared me from volunteering at schools, public events or even for the community and state because they filed charges against me for being a terrorist. The VA had my medical care stopped claiming it was for the safety of the employees because NH labeled me a terrorist. My medical was restarted but I could only get care in Manchester VAH and only if I called in advance to have armed guards with me at all times. I was and still am Red Flagged for the danger NH and the VA top brass are telling the public that I am. Dr Schipani also told me that my letters such as this one do not make since. It has to be me with disabilities no one can claim exist or that I am really here. It was nice to see the face of the person that I am writing about.
    I have no idea even if Dr Schipani will get to read this letter, as censorship has become a main part of the American culture. NH or even the USA does not want to hear what it is like. My symptoms do not fit the norm as so many VA doctors and staff have implied and told me. I am always touched by how much in person the VA staff and doctors say that they want to help. I am always impressed by the efforts and caring the doctors and staff do to help the veteran during a visit to the VA medical unit. It is like doctor Jeckle and Hide. Some Veterans get the greatest and way to many wanting help get nothing because they cannot prove that they deserve it. A Vietnam Veteran ahead of me at the check in counter was telling the lady that the dept she had sent him to just sent him back to her to verify that he showed up for the appointment the VA canceled just before he got to the VAH. The Veteran was looking to get travel expenses. The lady then sent this Veteran to another floor to see if he could get verified there. I write about what this veteran went through just ahead of me because it happens that at the VA one hand has no idea what the other is doing. The VA is working with the NH DMV to take my drivers license and armed guards are required for me to be at the VAH in Manchester and the Red Flag doctor suggest that Volunteering at the Manchester VA would be good for me. Don’t take this letter wrong. Dr Schipani you can tell just by her actions as she talks to the patient that she is the best, for caring is what it is all about. I will never forget her asking me to read my letters before sending them. I have and do so I guess in my twisted mind that is why they make since to me. My belief is the straightforward truth comes before others feelings. I do not mix words. Does it make since that I have no idea even if I came back alive. My wife just informed me that I should explain to my daughters what happen in Boston at the St Patrick’s Day parade. I cannot remember a beautiful doctor like Schipani but at any moment memories of being in the US Marine Corps are reality no one can understand. I call you the Red Flag doctor but I truly believe that you are the best just like Dr McCullem at Somersworth NH VA clinic. Thank you for helping US Military Veterans Dr Schipani.
    I have read this letter to make sure it made since to me.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls RD Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  50. Response to Megan Miller
    A local woman with Asperger’s syndrome wants to call out a ninety-one year old NH State Rep and the newspapers front page head lines in their efforts to harm another person’s Character. The newspapers cannot print the opinion of their readers if such an opinion exposes VA and NH government officials harming 100% disabled Veterans. The newspapers classify me as a danger to society for my willingness to publicly speak of the NH Supreme Court violating the Constitution in a discriminatory manner against the peace and dignity of the state. NH and the VA have stopped my medical care until I stop writing opinion letters. My VA medical is restarted but my file is Red Flagged by the VA to provoke fear in the medical care providers which leads to limited or substandard medical care for combat related disabilities. I get all kinds of medical appointments at the VAH now to demonstrate my medical is given but fluffing my medical file for public satisfaction with unneeded medical does not treat my disabilities. Dr Schipani the other day asked me if I could get treatment for my service connected disabilities what do I believe would help me best. (I do not know her exact words but that is the question I remember) This question lingers in my mind over and over since she asked it. I believe my answer was but this could have been to another question, to stop this from happening to another US Military Veteran. I am sorry for Megan Millers disabilities and I wish her the best in getting treatment for them. I believe we as a society have an obligation to give adequate medical and help to every one equally.
    The newspaper is so blind in their biased news reporting demonstrated by allowing the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local resident for personal gain. Judge Fauver used the strong arm of the law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents the selectmen do not think are good enough to live in their (the selectmen’s) town. A Madbury family called me to ask for help. I volunteered my time to help a family that I had not met. It will most likely be in the best interest of NH to send disabled veterans to Siberia for volunteering to help others if it does not fill the pockets of our elected officials and corrupt judges. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case and my medical is stopped to stop me. I do not have Asperger’s syndrome. My disabilities came from defending and protecting our Constitution as a US Marine. The newspapers refuse to print facts of those that should never have come home. WE are considered a danger.
    Everyone including VA doctors tell me that my letters ramble and make no since. We did it for the Megan Miller’s and all the other US citizens. You the public may dislike and degrade us for the manner that we did it but your freedom comes from strangers volunteering to protect and defend the US and NH Constitution. To discriminate by censoring US Military Veterans words but front page the same complaint to degrade and harm others is wrong. My disabilities under the American with disabilities act should not be used to limit or degrade me if you do not do the same to every other US citizen. Ask the VA and NH government why? I honestly feel like suicide is better than placing the burden on Siberia. Not for you Megan or others with Asperger’s symdrome but for disabled Veterans that came home to a place that we do not belong. Discrimination Megan comes in all forms.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  51. Ignored US Military Veterans
    To refrain from noticing is the definition of ignore. If any part of what I write about each day is true, alarms should sound across the USA. My letters are the complete truth and that is why ignoring my complaints is the protocol, for to recognized the truth would have consequences, correcting government wrongs and exposing criminal acts. Newspapers censor the truth for my letters each day “hurt people with good reputation” is the reason not to print the editors tell me. Harassment by the VA to make fluff appointments to create a record of medical care given, then hours before the appointment cancel it, harms the patient. To keep hearings with a VA psychologist that is known as the Red Flag lady for discipline to isolate and depress the veteran becomes protocol. These hearings are most likely entered in my file as medical appointments to further fluff care given. I love the VA doctors telling me they are trying to correct the wrongs of past but putting a different title to harming veterans after each war only eases public comment with an excuse. The newspapers and government criminally harm my character to insight danger signs to refrain public awareness in complete defiance of our Constitution.
    DANGER! Must as the guilt grows each day for the spectacle at the St Patty Day parade in Boston my wife illustrates the embarrassment to my children I was. To remember what I did would help. I remember seeing children (not in the military) dressed in Vietnam combat fatigues marching out of step to what I believe mocking the Vietnam Conflict. I had an out of control flashback in public. The pain in my head at this very moment I will talk about. At no time will I allow the public to see the pain for they will not understand. I feel joy and pride for the atrocious life that I live as a US Marine. The Marine Corps taught me to stand tall against the NH Supreme Court when they refuse to hear a case of criminal acts by Judge Peter Fauver to harm the USA. This Judge used the long arm of the law to let the Madbury NH selectmen with the trusted power of government harm local residents the selectmen did not believe deserved to live in Madbury NH. Danger my head tells me to lock and load my M-16 to take down the gooks instead of hiding in silence as completing the convoy comes first. Danger, Danger, Danger, Refrain, notice is all a definition illustrated by the embarrassment my presents is to a nation unable to accept my actions, for we should never have come back.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  52. NH Free Press
    I want to thank Kat and Russell Kanning for all that they do for the people of NH and the USA. Most people have no idea the sacrifice and devotion citizens like this couple has for this nation and you the people that make up the USA. The responsibility to stop government wrongs and presents ideas for making government more for the average citizen, very few are willing to go that extra step. Elected officials and people in power use jail and other illegal tactics to cover up our courts diminishing our Rights guaranteed by our Constitution for their own gain. Most citizens are unwilling to risk what little that they have to stop such wrongs but Russell and Kat in a non-violent manner does go the extra mile. Russell and Kat bring out a voluntary effort to have people interact and make this world better. The New Hampshire Free Press a newspaper, which they started, has all the moral and ethical beliefs that the USA was founded on. Other newspapers across NH and the USA use freedom of the press as a weapon to control others by reporting biased news with slanted truths. We in the USA have no recognition just how great citizens like Kat and Russell are!
    There are others like NH Justice and Veterans Today web sites as only a few of so many willing to make the USA better for others over their own benefit. Once the goal of our elected official was to tell the voters their intent if elected and then have the moral character to do what they promised. Our government has come down to newly elected officials quickly are consumed by the belief compromise is the only way to power. The three stages of government has broken down to where each watches the others back at the cost of the guaranteed rights of the individual. Prosecutors and the courts no longer protect the innocent but show that the law is theirs to cement a name in society for them. The NH Supreme Court has become a joke in the average citizens eyes for they them selves diminish the Constitution as they label it justice. The people to get justice must be represented by an attorney at wages that by any other person would be gouging. The people are trying but it is so few and very few newspapers print the opinion of the people if the opinion points to government wrongs of people the newspapers tell us “have a good reputation”.
    This letter is not about me. My intent is to thank all the people across the USA that is just like Kat and Russell Kanning. We as a nation must stand up and tell our three stages of government enough is enough. We must not let even the NH Supreme Court diminish any one right of any one individual.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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  53. What makes a Grible Kill?
    Long time ago I was 17 year old having trouble understanding my parents way of life. I moved out and joined the Marine Corps as a place to stay, get fed and travel. I came back with a clear understanding of death but not a clue to what life meant. I came back to a world with absolutely no memory from one of my four separate service connected disabilities. The first thing that happens to me when I stepped off the plane was a hippie girl spit on me yelling the words “Baby Killer”. I believed that she was welcoming me back to the world. Naïve, stupid it did not matter for I had lived long enough to see the land that I spent 31 months in and out of combat for, for the first time in my mind. The Marine Corps dropped me into a world with no help or time for adjustment. After the VA rejected me several times for help with my medical conditions because they had no evidence my conditions were service connected. Twice I had to supply them with a copy of my missing medical file to prove my medical conditions came from my tour as a US Marine. The VA doctors could not understand that I survived in the MC with no memory of my child hood. My broken back was a bone that holds the next vertebra in place was broken and the doctors could not understand sometimes when my back was in alignment the pain was minimum and my motions were complete. Loss of hearing in both ears from destroyed nerves the result of jet blast, rifle fire and mortars I compensated for by what little that I heard, I made up the rest to be normal. I was a US Marine that could kill but had no idea how to love after completing my four year tour in the MC.
    Thirty something years later I struggle every day to be just like the other civilized citizens around me. Doctors to this day question my medical condition of no memory or reliving flashbacks of events. My medical condition does not fit the norm so it must be me. I refuse medication for pain, as that is not a part of any norm. People want drugs so why not me, if the pain is true? Doctors cannot grasp drugs will not allow me to see that what is back here in the world but enduring the pain will. With no child hood memory I survived four years in the MC, which no one can do, at least that is societies belief. NH DMV along with the VA’s help wants to take my drivers license to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. They have put me in jail and deprived me of medical care. I have attempted and many times, come close while in a flashback to committing suicide. I watched other US Marines kill themselves as short timers for they knew the USA did not want them back alive. Naive or stupid that is something the US government should teach us before dropping US Marines on innocent civilized society. Civilized society accepts what NH and the VA are doing not just to me but many other US Military Veterans. You do not want to hear my voice so you inflict pain and hardship using my medical conditions to please the public that you are doing it for their safety. Can you see what makes a Grible kill? If communication is a civilized societies way to solve problems with out violence then why is violence the only way for you to see? Newspapers censorship from dangerous citizens as me keeps the public safe. Can that be what our government is telling us? I no longer need a flashback to see suicide everyday as a solution to belong to the USA again. I now see why US Marines kill themselves “in country”. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 6036596217

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  54. I came back a live answer me
    Danger is the symbol the police and NH government through the newspapers tell the USA that I am. Civilized society tells me that so many years have passed since I came back from the Vietnam Conflict that it should no longer effect me. Alone in a world that no one else can see or feel. My tests come back for NH DMV that the VA did, as negative. I do not have epileptic seizures. The doctor did note that the test came back with the same inclusive patent as all the others taken over the years. The doctor did note that several times over the four day and night test my mind had flashbacks to another world. It comes down to if this civilized society believes it is right for the NH DMV to have the liberty of using the medical care provided by the VA to harm a disabled Veteran to stop free speech. The federal and NH government stopping a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for leverage to stop free speech can never be tolerated in the USA. My words are silenced because the newspapers believe the danger this US Marine is to the citizens of the USA. NH and the VA tell the public that safety comes first as the reason my constitutional rights are taken. WE come back to a place that cannot accept us for what we did.
    I sit alone for what happen at the St Patty’s Day parade in Boston disrupted my family’s enjoyment. I do not have the right to make society see the inadequate ability to control my emotions as I remember. For over thirty years I have tried to explain to doctors conditions that do not fit the norm. The VA in the beginning lost my medical records to eject me from care. Over the years the VA has told me that there is nothing wrong as my silence grew to avoid telling the doctors what they could not see. My broken back shows up on x-rays but since I refuse medication there can be no disability. My loss of hearing in both ears since I can read lips and communicate can be no disability. My complete and permanent loss of memory from a Traumatic Brain Injury just out of Parris Island cannot be true because I am a Sgt in the MC. I remember some things and others never happen. I am a 100% disabled service connected combat related US Military Veteran. I am also a danger for my efforts to correct government wrongs is my obligation. I sit alone now for to do things with my family becomes a danger to their enjoyment. A US Military Veteran’s silence, society says is detrimental but protocol dedicates to come back alive it is the only way to come home for no one can see.
    The danger to the NH Supreme Court from a 100% disabled US Marine the newspapers cannot speak of. To let the public know that the NH SC covered up crimes to harm the people by Judge Peter Fauver will be a danger to the elected officials control of the people. Communication to solve problems eliminating the need for violence comes at the strong arm of the Law’s discretion. I came back alive as no one can answer me with out any Communication. A symbol of Danger for the safety of the public justifies newspapers censoring making no answer needed.
    I came back a live answer me are the silent words to censor by the editors from a disabled US Military veteran for we are a danger to you.
    Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
    465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

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